Youâre still working through a lot of emotions.â
The older manâs soft-spoken advice calmed Vanessa. âYouâre right. I have a lot to do back at the cottage. Getting the place cleaned up and renovated to sell will give me time to decide where I go from here.â
âDo you think youâll want to keep the mansion in Birmingham?â he asked.
Vanessa thought about the stately Tudor-style house sitting up on a remote bluff. âItâs a beautiful house, but I never actually lived there. I visited a few times, but I canât see me living in that big, old house.â
Mr. Bartonâs assistant began gathering files and folders. He stood, too, and waited for Vanessa to do the same. âTake your time. The money and holdings wonât be going anywhere and there are trustworthy people in place to take care of things.â
Vanessa thanked the lawyer and left, thinking she wouldnât be going anywhere for a while either. She now had a lot more to take care of than sheâd ever imagined.
But for now, sheâd focus on the cottage.
She drove around the lake and circled back toward Lake Street, where all the quaint Victorian houses sat next to the few Cape Cod homes and the other one-story Craftsman cottages that were scattered throughout. The view across the water was breathtaking and beautiful.
Until she spotted her house.
The cottage looked sad and lonely, neglected.
That mirrored how sheâd felt most of her life. This house held a strong pull over her, one that she needed to resist and one sheâd managed to avoid up until now.
Ironic that now she had the security and wealth sheâd always craved but she didnât have anyone to share it with.
Her mother had finally found her fairy tale with Richard Tucker, but it hadnât lasted. Heâd died a year after Vanessa left to go to college.
Vanessa had never wanted a fairy tale. Sheâd only wanted a family. Theyâd had that with Richard. Heâd been kind and gracious and so patient with her motherâs temperamental mood swings and crazy impulsive nature. Heâd also taken time with Vanessa, showing her proper decorum and giving her instructions on manners and how to win over even her worst critics. But heâd done it all in a caring, loving way that made Vanessa feel treasured and special.
Not ashamed and embarrassed.
Still in shock from the lawyerâs news, she drove on around the lake and pulled up into the driveway of her house. When she got out of the car, she glanced toward the church and wondered what Rory was doing. Marla had told Vanessa that he lived in a small garage apartment behind the church. Maybe he would be a good person to talk to in confidence about her situation.
But then again, maybe not. She was leery of showing him any signs of weakness even if he didnât seem the type to take advantage of her.
She wouldnât be pulled into something sheâd regret. She couldnât be fooled into getting too close to organized religion again. She believed in God, but she was afraid of putting too much trust in people. The pain of her last encounter with a man of God still gave her nightmares.
She couldnât go through that again.
No matter how much she needed a friend.
* * *
Rory went on with his day. It was nearly sundown now, so he finished up the yard work behind the church, careful to stay out of sight of the house across the street. But it hadnât been easy to stay away after the heavy hints Miss Fanny had dropped regarding Vanessaâs past.
Usually when a visitor came to church, some of the welcome committee members would take over a basket full of books, cookies, gift certificates to local establishments and ground coffee from Marlaâs place with a cute Millbrook Lake Church mug sporting a pelican sitting on a pew with the caption Donât fly by. Come on in .
Sometimes, heâd tag along on these welcome visits.
Not this time.
It