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covered cookie candy and you might get a yes."
    She laughs, "Good old fashioned raisin bran or shredded wheat."
    I stand and put my hand out to her.  She takes it and doesn't let go while I walk her out.  It feels good.  I don't know how long it's been since I've held a woman's hand when I wasn't leading her to my room at the club.  Before I open her door, I put my hands on her face and bend to kiss her.  With my lips inches from hers I whisper, "Tell me it's ok to taste you, Amanda.  I'm not planning on your bed tonight but I've got to taste how sweet you are."  She takes in a breath saying yes.  Fuck if she doesn't taste sweet.  One hand moves to her back, fuckin skin, I pull her to me rough and her mouth opens wider.  Fuckin shit!  I want to fuck her.  I growl and loosen my hold.  Kissing around her lips, she licks my rings; fuck, my dick is fighting to find where it's going to be buried.  I pull away and watch her open her eyes.  She wants me too but I can't treat her like a whore again.  She's fuckin cool as shit and deserves better than that twice from me.  I've been with the Club forever and fuck if I know how to do this different.  I put monumental effort into kissing her lips, stepping back and opening her door.  "Thank you, Amanda."  I say as she moves to get in.  She smiles up at me like I gave her the world.  Fuck.
    Getting her home takes minutes.  I park and walk her up.  I'm surprised by her apartment.  She took over the whole floor of her building, it's two shops downstairs and one apartment up.  It's open except the rooms on the sides; a bathroom and bedroom on each side.  Another cool as fuck thing about her.  "I love your space.  I like how open it is."
    She looks over her shoulder drawing my eyes to her hair and bare back.  Fuck.  "Me too.  It took me three years to finish it but it was worth every minute and drop of sweat.  Once the building was mine, I decided to make it mine in every way.  I love it here, it's comfortable, no one judges me because I tattoo roughnecks, sailors and bikers.  The women are all my friends, I couldn't ever say that before, most women ignored me or talked shit about me.  Here I'm accepted for just me.  I love it."  I watch red spread up her face and smile.  No one judged her but me.  "I didn't mean it bad, just an explanation of why it's important for me to be here."
    I nod.  "If I feel bad about it that's on me, not you, Amanda.  I'll deal and show you I've changed that way of thinking.  I'm glad you found your peace, don't be embarrassed because of my fuck up.  You space is cool as shit, you should be proud of it."  She smiles and grabs cereal from above the fridge.  I sit at the island and watch her.  She's comfortable and confident here.  We eat and talk some more.  She's fuckin funny as shit and has me laughing and talking more than I have in a fuckin month.  I stand, watching her face turn to confusion.  "I've had a good time, Amanda."  I walk to the sink putting our bowls in it and turn back.  "I need to check the schedule for today and crash for a while.  Do you want to go to dinner with me later?  It's just a pot luck of sorts, Tiny always mans the grill but we all bring something to add to it."
    She looks surprised.  "Yes, I'd like that.  I'll put something together, what time is it?"
    Fuckin cute.  "You don't have to, I have us covered.  Five or so, they don't give a fuck really.  The kids do a last swim about eight."
    She giggles and my dick swells.  Fuckin sexy sound.  "Tess invited me, I didn't get the time though."
    I stand in front of her, putting my hands on her waist.  "I'll pick you up at quarter of."  I bend and kiss her, fuckin mistake.  I'm hard as fuck when I pull away.  I kiss her head and get the fuck out while I can.  "Sleep well, Amanda."  I throw over my shoulder as I walk out.  I wait until I hear the lock engage then walk down the stairs to my truck.  My dick isn't happy but I