knife. What can I say? Iâve run out of words. I donât know how to steer this conversation, donât know what to say to a deranged guy who carries a knife and presses himself against virtual strangers. What do I do?
I know thereâs a cell tower on top of this ridge. Iâve seen it dozens of times. If I can get to my phone inside my saddlebag, I can call for help. I kick myself for taking it out of my chest pocket this morningâbut why wouldnât I have? I always do when I ride. I donât want it to shake itself out when Iâm galloping through the forest.
Phoning out is a good plan, but I canât call anyone without first getting to my horse. I look over at Whiskey. Sheâs only a few feet away, but I need a good reason if Iâm going to be walking that way instead of toward Darren.
âOkay.â I shrug, making sure I sound like I have a choice in the matter.
âWe can stay for a while. But I gotta re-tie the horses or else theyâll tangle in their ropes.â
I gesture with my thumb to where Whiskeyâs rope has slid to the bottom of the tree trunk. She grazes calmly, oblivious to my near-death situation.
I squint up at the sky, shading my eyes against the sun. âAnd I need my sunscreen. Itâs hotter than a Texas desert out here.â That was a cheesy thing to say, I think. But then, Iâm not really thinking straight, am I? Itâs hard to cough up light banter once youâve found out your companion is a raving sociopath.
Darrenâs obviously not worried that Iâm going to bolt, because he nods and waves me toward the horses. But he watches me all the same. I feel his eyes on me as I moveâ Slow! Keep it casual, Jill!â toward Whiskey. Just a few steps.
There.
When I reach the horse, an outrageous idea hits me. Her rope, having slipped down the tree trunk, is on the ground now. I could easily untie her without him noticing.
Moving calmly, I step directly on the lead rope. I twist my foot slightly as I pass Whiskeyâs lowered head. I keep moving, toward her hindquarters, where the saddlebag sits. I catch the other section of rope with my other foot and tug on it. The quick-release knot slides apart on the grass. I blink, stunned that it worked so easily. What if Iâd tied her with a bowline this morning instead of a quick-release knot? What then?
But I didnât tie a bowline. Today, for some reason, I didnât tie a bowline. I send the universe a silent message of thanks.
Donât look at the rope on the ground . I yank my eyes up. Reach for the saddlebag. My hands shake as I unbuckle the flap, and I need to stop what Iâm doing for a second. I take a deep breath. No fear here.
No. Fear. Here.
I slide my hand into the saddlebag and grab the phone. Yes . I flip it open.
And this is right about where the plan fails. Now that Iâve got the phone in my hand, I canât see to dial any numbers unless I take it out of the saddlebag.
Darren saves me the trouble of making a decision about this problem. He must have sensed I was up to something. With the stealth of a cougar heâs crept up behind me. His hand snakes out and grabs mine. He pulls my handâand the phoneâout of the saddlebag. He turns me around to face him. I swallow.
âOops,â I say brightly. âThatâs not my sunscreen, now, is it?â
Darrenâs eyes glitter as he looks into my face. Cold.
âYou werenât thinking of calling for help, now, were you, Jilly Bean?â He speaks softly. âSomething that stupid could get you killed, you know.â
His voice is calm, but his actions are violent as he wrests the phone out of my hand. He takes a couple of steps backward. His eyes bore into mine. Then he raises his hand above his head and slams the phone down hard, against a rock.
SMASH!
Again. SMASH!
Again. SMASH!
The phone splinters into a thousand fragments that catch and reflect the