white pillars, illuminated by the coach lights. Her arms were crossed tightly across her chest, and her chin was tucked down. Ken Crier, her husband and Kateâs father, stood next to her, his face as white as a sheet.
I stopped my car in the circular drive and got out.
Marilyn looked up as I approached. âNoah.â Her voice was hoarse and disjointed.
I held up my hand, an awkward attempt at a greeting. âThe police were just here?â
She nodded slightly. âYes.â
âIâm sorry, Marilyn.â
Marilynâs lips puckered, and her eyes filled with tears. She turned and disappeared through the massive doors into the house.
Ken Crier walked down the stone steps. He cleared his throat and extended his hand. âNoah. Itâs been a long time.â
Ken was a small, compact man with thinning brown hair. His eyes were small, his mouth perpetually tightened into what looked like an uncomfortable grimace. Large forearms extended from the sleeves of his white golf shirt, which was tucked tightly into a pair of immaculate khakis. In eleven years, heâd aged about an hour.
I shook his hand. âYeah. I wish I were here for a different reason.â
He cleared his throat again, his eyes unsteady. âYou spoke with Marilyn earlier?â
âYes.â
He nodded and pinched the bridge of his nose. âDid the police tell you anything?â
âNo. Not really.â
He sighed and shook his head. âItâs unbelieveable. I donât know that I believe it.â
He was in shock, and I didnât know what to say to him. I had never been able to speak comfortably with him. Heâd intimidated the hell out of me as a teenager, always cutting me off in mid-sentence and making me feel small. It was his way. But Iâd always known that he loved his daughter. I hadnât seen Kate in years and her death was digging into me like an ice pick; I couldnât imagine what Ken was feeling.
âNoah, Iâd like your help,â he said, suddenly.
âMy help?â
He nodded at me, his eyes beginning to refocus. âI need to know what happened to Kate.â
I squinted into the evening breeze. âIâm sure the police will keep you informed.â
He waved a hand in the air, dismissively. The wrinkles around his eyes tightened in contempt. âThe police will take their time, tell me things I donât understand, and treat me like an idiot.â He paused. âI donât need that and I donât want that.â
âI donât know that I can do much better,â I told him honestly.
âIâd appreciate it if youâd try,â he replied, turning toward the house. He walked back up the stairs and stopped at the giant doors. He turned back to me. âShe was in trouble, Noah.â
That surprised me because it was at odds with what Marilyn had told me. âTrouble?â
He bit his bottom lip for a moment, and his eyes blinked quickly. âSomething was wrong,â he said, his voice tight. âThis wasnât random. I knew something was wrong with her or with her life. I could feel it. But she wouldnât talk to me.â
Kate could be stubborn, but I remembered her being Daddyâs little girl. âWhy?â
He turned toward the open doors, then paused. âShe never forgave me,â he said, over his shoulder.
âFor what?â
Ken Crier turned back and looked at me. There was little warmth in his smile. âFor always intruding in her life.â
9
âI lied,â Kate Crier had said to me.
It was a July night, two months after our high school graduation. We were sitting on a bench on the boardwalk on Catalina Island. Weâd had dinner at a small Italian place, near the casino at the north end of the island.
I didnât know what she was talking about.
âWhat?â I said. âYou lied?â
She took a deep breath and brushed the blond bangs from her tan