provoked her sudden flare of temper, but between Uncle Walter, Grace, and the unexplained emotions raging within her about Ian, her voice became laced with sarcasm. âItâs getting late and past the bedtime for a young lass.â
Ian flew to his feet. For such a large man, he moved faster than she wouldâve expected. He loomed over her and grabbed her arm to stay her. âWait. Thatâs nae what I meant.â
There was a heavy silence.
âThen what did you mean?â When he didnât respond and released his grip, she met his gaze. âHave a pleasant evening, Laird Munro.â She turned on her heel and did not look back. As she walked away, she almost laughed at the irony. Thatâs what she shouldâve done years ago. At least now she was determined to leave the past where it belonged.
She was traveling home to England, and thatâs where her future lie.
Three
London, England
Elizabeth sat in lonely silence in the carriage across from Fagan and Grace. Her brother-in-law rubbed his thumb back and forth over her sisterâs fingers, and neither one spoke. Elizabeth hadnât even realized theyâd arrived at the manor house until Fagan stepped down from the coach. He extended his hand for Grace, but she hesitated and gazed at Elizabeth.
âYou havenât said a word since we left Uncle Walterâs grave. Are you all right?â
âIâm fine,â said Elizabeth in a solemn tone. âYour husband is waiting.â
âFagan can wait. You know that you can talk to me about anything. Weâre sisters.â Grace continued to study her. âI do recognize that seeing Uncle Walterâs grave wasnât easy for any of us, but itâs not good to keep your feelings locked away. Weâre here for you. Weâre all here for each other. Thatâs what family is for.â
Elizabeth made no attempt to mask her foul mood when a pain squeezed her heart at the mention of Uncle Walter. In truth, she didnât want to talk because her sense of loss was now beyond tears. She felt numb, inside and out. Since her sister wasnât moving her buttocks from the seat, Elizabeth leaned forward and grasped Faganâs hand. When she stepped out of the carriage, she smiled her thanks and walked to the front door without them.
Scadbury Manor was a pleasing sight with its drawbridge, gatehouse, walled gardens, and cobblestone courtyard. The Walsinghams had occupied the moated residence since 1424âat least until Ravenna had moved the remaining family to Scotland. Located on the eastern edge of Chislehurst, the manor had eight bedchambers that overlooked the valley of the River Cray, and Elizabeth welcomed the change of venue. Furthermore, even though there were no armed guards walking the walls as sheâd been used to, she felt safe being back at home.
She opened the heavy, wooden door of the house she grew up in. A similar feeling had washed over her yesterday when sheâd reached for the same latch, once again returning to her childhood residence. She felt as if whatever was missing from her life was instantly filled with a sense of peace and familiarity.
Ravenna, Ruairi, Kat, Torquil, and Ian sat in the great hall as Elizabeth gave pause at the entry. She could only imagine what her mother and father wouldâve said about all the kilted men sitting around the family table waiting to sup. And God only knew what her parents wouldâve thought about two of their daughters marrying these burly Highlanders.
Ravenna stood and approached Elizabeth. âHow are you?â
âIâm weary.â Elizabeth smiled blandly. âPray excuse me. I think Iâll just retire to my chamber early.â She started to turn away when her sister stayed her.
âI will hear nothing of it. Mary is the only one who is napping. Youâll come and take your place at the table with the rest of the family. We need each other now more than
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