reason enough to continue fighting.
It was reason enough to survive.
She halted, her legs refusing to take her another step. A gas station loomed in front of her and she bent over, heaving for breath. Tears burned her eyes as a sense of fatalism enveloped her. It didnât matter that she refused to let the bastard win.
There was nowhere for her to go. No place for her to turn. No safe harbor.
Caleb Devereauxâs face flickered in her mind, his parting words to her floating back to haunt her. The genuine regret in his eyes when he realized the consequences of what heâd forced her to endure.
Iâm coming back, Ramie. Count on it. Iâll make this up to you if itâs the very last thing I do.
A year ago heâd torn her world apart and kept her on the endless cycle of running. Perhaps now he was her only salvation.
He owed her. Sheâd saved his sister. It was time to collect.
She hadnât wanted to go anywhere near him. Didnât want to remember what sheâd suffered because of what heâd forced on her. But she didnât have any other option available. He was her last and only hope. No one else would understand. Who would believe her? Caleb had witnessed firsthand the price sheâd paid for his sisterâs life. There was no way he could ever deny her abilities.
She didnât hate him for what heâd done. Perhaps she should. But in his shoes, could she say she would have done anything differently when the outcome was a saved life? No, she didnât hate him. She didnât feel anything at all except overwhelming weariness and the sense that sheâd lost an essential piece of herself to the monsters sheâd helped put away. They were a permanent part of her, engraved on her very soul. A stain that could never be removed.
No, she couldnât summon hatred or bitterness toward Caleb Devereaux. Even knowing that if he refused to help her, she was well and truly doomed. But she couldnât blame him if he did refuse. She represented everything she was certain he and his sister wanted to forget. If he helped her, then he reopened a door that had been closed a year ago.
She closed her eyes and took in several steadying breaths. He had to help her. She wouldnât entertain any other possibility. She just had to get in touch with him.
First, she needed a safe place to make a phone call. She didnât even know how to contact him. Sheâd done enough research on him to know he was extremely wealthy, his family name old and revered in wealthier circles. But that hindered not helped her because it meant she would have a much harder time gaining access to him. Sheâd be lucky if she even managed to connect with him at all. People like him didnât just answer the phone. There were layers to go through. And after what happened with his sister, heâd be even more guarded than ever.
Contacting him would likely be like trying to phone the president.
All she could do was try to hope for the best. She had to find somewhere to make a phone call. And before she would be able to place a call, she needed Internet access.
Her head pounded and she rubbed her hand over her blood-smeared face.
Think, Ramie, think! Use your mind for something other than touching evil.
The library. Of course.
Relieved to have a semblance of a plan of action, she walked into the gas station and asked for directions to the local library. When the attendant told her it was two miles away, her heart sank. It was a long walk and sheâd be pushing it to get there before it closed. She couldnât call a cab because she didnât have a dime on her. And walking out in the open would prove to be a huge risk because he was still out there. Waiting. Watching. Not far away. And she might not get a second chance to escape his grasp. Heâd be prepared for her to fight back this time.
Knowing she was only delaying the inevitable, she got the directions again and then
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