Kyler had fastened onto the back of the wagon. Julia, Polly, and Hope had the same job, but they rarely found as much wood as I didâall three of them put together. They werenât spoiled exactly, and they werenât lazy. They just didnât spend any time figuring.
If I saw a stand of cottonwoods with limbs hanging out over a creek, Iâd go look, figuring that a lot of people would pass it by, not wanting to get their feet wet looking for deadwood. Or Iâd tie the Mustang loosely to a plum thicket and get scratched up crawling to find deadwood at its center.
âI am getting pretty good at finding firewood,â I said quietly one morning.
Mrs. Kyler nodded. âIndeed you are. But you know what youâll be picking up for the cookfire before much longer, donât you?â She was stirring the eggsâthe pork fat was beginning to snap and sizzle.
I wrinkled my nose. âBuffalo dung. Thatâs what I heard Polly telling Julia. Is it true?â
She nodded. âYou look for the dried-out ones. It wonât be any worse than dry cow manure, Iâm sure. Itâs just grass, after all.â
I made another face, and she winked at me. âI have gloves you can borrow, and a bag. You wonât have to touch it much.â
I smiled at her, then turned back to the fire. I moved the skillet to place a Y-shaped piece of wood on the flames. The skillet didnât want to sit flat when I put it back. Mrs. Kyler handed me a smooth flat stoneâpart of her kitchen. I set one side of the skillet on it and let the new little log take the rest of the weight.
âYouâre a good hand to have on the journey,â Mrs. Kyler said.
I blushed and mumbled a thanks.
âAre the girls being nicer to you yet?â
The question caught me off guard even though it shouldnât have. I had noticed her watching her granddaughters when I was close by. They almost never said a word to me, just ran off together, giggling and skipping if they werenât tired. When we had covered a lot of miles, they walked slower, their heads close together and whispering.
I looked at Mrs. Kyler. The short answer was no, they were less nice with every passing day. âTheyâre fine,â I fibbed. âWe donât play much because I donât have time, always taking care of the Mustang. And you know theyâre busy with all their chores, too.â
She shrugged. âI donât know whatâs wrong with them,â she said.
I didnât answer. I was pretty sure I had puzzled out why the girls didnât like meâbut I didnât want to tell Mrs. Kyler. It was partly because I was a stranger and they were protective of their friendships. They didnât want me wiggling my way in between any of them, trying to act like I belonged. But it was more than that. There were two other reasons.
I think I scared them in an odd way. I was an orphan. I was a walking example of their own worst worriesâespecially on this journey, no one knowing what was going to happen, who might not make it to the end.
I knew they were jealous of me, too, in a way. After all, I got to spend a lot more time with their grandmother than they did lately because they were as busy with chores as I wasâin their own familiesâ camps. They saw me laughing with Mrs. Kyler, joshing and teasing while we worked.
âI can insist they include you more,â Mrs. Kyler said.
I came out of my thoughts and shook my head vehemently. âTheyâll really hate me if you do that,â I blurted out before I could stop myself.
Mrs. Kyler tilted her head and stared at me a moment before she went back to tending the skillet. âI feel like I should give them a talking-to,â she said quietly.
âPlease donât,â I begged. But then I pressed my lips together. I didnât want to make things worse by sounding so desperate about it.
âI have something for you,â Mrs.