had ever been.
âThen why are you here?â she asked.
âYou wouldnât understand.â
âI would.â She stepped closer, close enough for her to touch his arm. Even through her gloves, the brief contact seared though his shirt to his bare skin. Instantly, his body reacted to the heat as his blood flowed quicker. âExplain it to me.â
The fire of need ignited his anger. He jerked his arm loose and walked over to the desk. After picking up a single sheet of paper, he waved it at her. âThis is all you have to know, Miss Bartlett. The town council of Landing has signed a contract with me. Unless I commit a criminal offense, I will be your sheriff for the next year. I donât need your friendship, or anything else from you.â
âFine.â She reached for her cloak and drew it over her shoulders. The heavy fabric swirled around her, brushing against his legs, taunting him like a too-brief caress. âKeep your secrets and your friendship. Iâll be sure to tell everyone youâre back in town and that youâve only changed for the worse.â
âWhy donât you tell them the rest?â he asked, knowing he was pushing, trying to hurt her the way heâd been hurt. âWhy donât you tell them the real reason youâre so afraid?â
She picked up her reticule. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
She started toward the door, but he moved quicker and slammed his hand against the wood, preventing her from leaving. âTell them your dirty little secret. No one knows, do they? No one knows about our times by the stream.â
âStop it.â
She reached for the door handle and pulled, but the door didnât budge. He leaned against it and folded his arms over his chest.
âTell them about how you liked my kisses, Megan. How you liked me touching you.â
âJustin, no.â
She raised her head to him. Tears glistened in her eyes. But the visual proof of her pain didnât ease his anger. If anything, it made him want to her hurt her more.
âI was good enough to sneak around with, but not good enough to bring home to your father.â
âYou donât understand. You never understood.â She raised her hands in front of her, palms up. âThere are things you donât know. I couldnât tell you. I couldnât tell anyone.â
âThatâs you, Megan. Youâve always kept your dirty little secrets. Does anyone know you promised to marry me?â
She choked on a sob. âLet me g-go.â She pulled frantically at the door handle. âI didnât mean it. Iâm sorry.â
âSorry you agreed to marry me, or sorry you threw it back in my face? Are you sorry you couldnât marry the town bastard?â
He stepped back and she jerked the door open. She gave him one last glance. He saw the tears on her cheeks and the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly, his anger died, snuffed out by a wave of shame.
âIâm sorry youâre back,â she said and escaped onto the boardwalk. âThatâs what you wanted to hear, isnât it? You wanted me to be sorry. I am. I truly am.â With that, she slammed the door shut behind her.
He thought about going after her, then shook his head. It was too late. He made a fist and hit the wall beside the door. The sharp pain wasnât enough to distract him. Megan was right. He wasnât nice anymore. He sure as hell hadnât been nice to her.
âIâm sorry,â he said, staring out the window at her retreating back. She walked quickly, not greeting the people on the street. He saw her hand rise toward her face and wondered if she was wiping away the tears.
âCome back to Landing and set the past right,â he muttered. âYou just made a hell of a start.â
He owed her an apology. Whatever had gone on between them seven years ago had nothing to do with the fact that he was the new
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