as calm and cool as he appeared. People did irritate him. He just wasnât loud about it. âI like it.â
âIt makes it harder to call me . . . what was it you and your cousin nicknamed me? White Bread?â
She hung her head in shame. Of course he would remember. Heat flamed in her cheeks. But the embarrassment didnât stop her from mumbling, âWonder Bread.â
âHah! Thatâs right. Wonder Bread.â
It was almost a laugh. âWe were snotty teenagers and we shouldnât have called you that.â
âIt didnât bother me. Iâm definitely white.â
She didnât understand. If he had ever referred to her or anyone in her family as a wetback or any other slur sheâd heard over her lifetime, sheâd be pissed. Definitely hurt. âIt didnât make it right.â
He shrugged it off. She finished the drink in her glass and Liam already had his hand in the air to order another.
âAre you trying to get me drunk?â
âIâm not trying to, but if it happens, so be it. Everyone needs to cut loose on occasion.â His glass was still near full. âIâll make sure you get home safely.â
She sighed. Safe had been her whole life. Maybe she was tired of being safe. The waitress brought her second drink and Carmen wondered what she and Liam would talk about. The alcohol was loosening her up, but she found that he was okay with sitting in silence.
Unfortunately, she wasnât. âAre you naturally antisocial or what?â
Somewhere in her brain, she knew the question probably came out sounding rude, but she didnât have the skills to fix it at this particular moment.
âNo. At least I donât think so. Why do you ask?â
âWhen you worked at the restaurant, it felt like you were always on your own. Iâd talk with the other staff, both front of house and back, but you kept your distance.â She wanted to ask why heâd avoided her, never asked her out like the other guys had. Sheâd never taken any of them seriously, so sheâd always turned them down, but she probably wouldâve said yes to him.
He shrugged. âI didnât feel welcome most of the time.â
Liam had felt like an outsider? The thought had never occurred to her. âThatâs too bad. I wouldâve welcomed you.â
He smiled again, the lines in his cheeks deepening. âYou were usually looking for a way to escape. Why did you hate working there so much?â
Blowing out a breath, she raised her drink to her lips. How could she explain her need to avoid the temptation of food? By the age of seventeen, sheâd already been teased so much about her weight, that all she wanted was to be thin. Being in the restaurant, around her favorite foods, made it near impossible.
She looked into Liamâs cool blue assessing eyes. And lied. âI didnât hate the whole restaurant. Just the kitchen stuff. I donât like to cook. Itâs not my thing.â
âMaybe I should give you lessons.â
She thought of his strong, capable hands, the roped muscles in his forearms, and suppressed a shiver. What was wrong with her?
âWhat is your thing?â
Hmm . . . the question was innocent enough, but sheâd spent so much time with Rosa and the alcohol filtering into her brain made her thoughts not so innocent. She was beginning to think he might be her thing. âBusiness. Thatâs what I majored in for college. Iâve been taking care of the office stuff for my dad since Iâve been home.â
He pressed his lips together like he had to consider her answer. She drank some more. The second margarita went down even smoother than the first and she was reminded why sheâd gotten drunk so easily. Liamâs glass was empty.
âDo you want another, or do you have to go?â she asked.
âIâll get you another. Iâll stick with water. Iâm