what do gangsters do? Besides tag buildings, steal cars and guns, and deal drugs?
They kill people.
And that fucking scares me.
On the other hand, if Luis is such a badass, why would he work so hard to follow the Rules? To try to not be noticed? To try and disappear?
Like I do?
Why is it important to him? What makes him that way? Why would he care? Heâs a big, cold-blooded, cholo gangster with a scary neck scar.
A cold-blooded cholo who just threatened to kill my ass.
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TELL US ALL ABOUT THE LIFE , GANGSTER BOY
I TâS A COUPLE DAYS AFTER THE INCIDENT . Luis and I sit in Cassidyâs class, eyes trained on the board, following rules 3 and 4.
Weâre ready for anything Cassidy might dish out as she starts in on metaphors . We both follow rule 7.
She asks for âan example of a metaphor for our society.â
We follow rule 6.
Smartass Mick Weatherspoon does not follow rule 6. He fires his hand up and Cassidy calls on him. He asks if gangs could be a metaphor for society.
Possibly a deep question.
But at the moment, I canât give a ratâs ass because Cassidyâs knee jerks and she immediately turns to get feedback from Luis. Like heâs the class expert. Like heâs dying to educate us all about gangbanger life.
She walks right at us.
I canât believe sheâs coming back at him so soon after he blank-stared her down.
I freak out about all the looks from the class. But Iâm not worried about Luis. Heâs gonna prevail again.
Cassidyâs standing directly over him and she says, âLuis, whatâs your take onââ
Itâs all she can get out.
Sheâs frozen.
Stuck in her tracks.
Luis hasnât done anything. Hasnât said a word. But Cassidy is stopped cold.
You can see the wheels turning in her head. Sheâs looking up at the ceiling, thinking the whole thing through.
Itâs quiet.
The furnace clanks in the corner.
A jumbo jet slowly whooshes overhead.
Cassidy looks down at the ground. She turns and walks away from Luis. And she completely changes the subject.
Itâs awkward. But for the moment, the attention isnât on Luis. Itâs on Cassidy. Everyone is checking her out, wondering what the hell made her stop like that.
The bell rings and the class bolts up to go.
Cassidyâs off the hook.
But she doesnât take the free pass.
As Luis walks toward the door, she stops him. âLuis, I hope you donât think that Iâve assumed anything about you. Because I havenât.â
He doesnât respond. He just stands there for a long time. Then he looks up at her like he wants to say something, but he canât. He struggles to talk, but no words come out.
Carlos called Luis Callado. I looked it up. It means quiet, or like, the Quiet One. Well, Callado is all he is until he dashes out of the classroom.
Running.
Without a word.
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ON A STRING
O N MY WAY TO CLASS , Iâm trying to figure out what made Luis run from Cassidy.
And just like that I smack intoâ
â Ojos, man. You never not bumping me?â
Aw, hell.
âYou gotta keep your head up, son!â
âIâm just going to class, soââ
â Callado beat the shit outta you yet?â
âNahââ
âSerious?â
âNoâI mean, yes, Iâm serious.â
I try to take off, but Carlos pulls me back to him. He looks to make sure no oneâs listening and says, âAinât no vato in this pen donât fear Callado .â Carlos pinches his thumb and finger right in front of my eyes. âHeâs got us all right here,â he says, âon a motherfuckinâ string.â
âUh-huh.â
âSo whattaya gotta do?â
âI ⦠um ⦠Iââ
âDonât you listen to nothing I say?â
âI do. I listen.â
âYou gotta keep your eyes open.â
âThatâs what I was gonna say.â
âDo it,
Under the Cover of the Moon (Cobblestone)