to respond to it. I canât let that slide.
7
Imaginary or Not
LETICIA
C LASS IS IN FULL SWING WHEN I ARRIVE . Mr. Walsh doesnât bother to ask for the late pass. Itâs not the first time Iâve strolled in after the second bell. He figures, why waste valuable class time asking for a pass he knows I donât have? So I shock him, uncrumple the bathroom pass with Miss Palenkaâs signature and smooth it out on his desk so he can see itâs legitimate.
âA long bathroom break, Miss Moore.â
âA long dump, Mr. Walsh.â
Now isnât he sorry? He upset his morning coffee and McBiscuit commenting when he should have nodded and kept teaching. A lesson for you, Mr. Walsh. Stick with your classics. Stick with what you know.
I sashay s-l-o-w because I want to freeze the moment for him like weâre on a TV show where the funny blackgirl puts a cap on the scene. I take my seat, dig out A Separate Peace , a sheet of paper, and a pen.
You know, life is unfair. Beaâs class has Push and I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings for winter-break reading. Theyâre reading true-to-life dramas. Stuff that makes your eyes run right, left, right like feet on fire. Our class has Black Boy , The Stranger , and Mr. Walshâs favorite, A Separate Peace . âA book every high school student must read,â according to Walsh. I see his point. One day I might transfer to an elite military school, befriend a bunch of losers, climb a tree, and watch a classmate fall and break his leg. Thatâs right. Pushed or fell, the classmate breaks a leg and dies. He doesnât die on the spot. Dying drags out over time so the so-called friend can Hamletize over to tell or not to tell that heâs responsible for the broken leg and his classmateâs death. So yeah. I see how it all relates to my life because every other day Iâm up a tree pushing some loser to his eventual death, then breaking out into a soliloquy. Donât you just love the classics?
I read the book. Every page, even when I wanted to skim. I already have zero-period math. I donât need to rise at an ungodly hour for zero-period English next semester.
I look around. Unlike everyone elseâs book, mine is brand-new, no cracks, no creases down the spine. Each page corner as sharp as when I bought it. Nota highlighter or pen mark to be found between the covers. You canât get your money back from the store if it looks used. Itâs not easy to read a book you donât crack open all the way but Iâve mastered the art of keeping the book brand-new. Black Boy , The Stranger , and A Separate Peace are all crisp and clean. Ready to be returned along with the receipt.
Canât say that about Beaâs books. Both Push and Caged Bird been through the war with Bea. Their spines broken, their covers like arms forced back in surrender. âEase up, Bea. Donât hurt a book,â Iâd say, trying to grab her attention. It didnât do any good. I lost Bea for two weeks during her Push , Caged Bird phase. She read both books twice. First time was for class; the second, she said, was for her. And that was all she wanted to talk about. Marguerite this, Precious that. I would have read her novels too if I could have gotten credit for it. Instead I had my hands full with Black Boy , The Stranger , and A Separate Peace . The sophomore classics.
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âAnd what do you suppose âMaginot Linesâ refers to at the end of the novel?â
I canât be mad at Mr. Walsh. He canât help himself. He loves English. Look at how he throws out questions,like a pitcher eager to throw the first pitch of the season. Heâs like Bea, all filled up with a book and canât wait to talk about it. If Bea read her books twice, Mr. Walsh read his twenty times. Come on, now. Only paste is whiter than Mr. Walshâs face. You know thatâs what he does all day. Stays indoors and reads his classics. And now