When Astrid was alive, he never wore a wrinkled shirt, even a work shirt, but ironing is something Lee canât generate much enthusiasm for, although he would make an effort on a special occasion if one arose. In the bathroom, he studies his face in the mirror. Astrid was right when she said he had a baby face. On the rare occasion that he goes into a strange bar and orders a beer, he still half expects to be asked for ID. Heâs reminded that Lesterâs father was only nineteen years old and knew barely a word of English when he came to Saskatchewan from Norway and staked his claim to the homestead.
Lee goes downstairs, buttoning and tucking in his shirt, and finds his boots by the door. The night air, although warm, is a relief from the heat of the day before, still trapped in the house. Cracker canât believe his luckâcompany at this unusual hourâand he follows Lee out into the pasture toward the sounds of the cattle. Leeâs small herd of cows watches with curiosity as he approaches. Many of them are lying down and they rise and turn toward him. Cracker keeps looking at Lee for clues as to why theyâre here, whatâs expected of him, but apparently nothing is. Lee walks quietly so as not to get things stirred up, keeping an eye on the one cow in his herd that he doesnât trust, who just might choose to take a run at him. Although sheâs young, heâs already made the decision to cull her after this yearâs calf is weaned. Heâs got several cows that he wants to cull now that cattle are moving again and heâs facing a hay shortage.
I should have a horse,
he thinks.
Lester wasnât really a horseman in spite of his attachment to Rip and Tom. His interest in horses was left over from his fatherâs need for four-legged horsepower (a need made redundant by the tractor), and his cattle, kept close to home, were not wild range cattle. When Rip and Tom died, they werenât replaced. Lester did buy one horse for next to nothing at a sale, but he turned out to be lame and Lester sold him again right away to prevent Lee from getting attached to an unsound horse that couldnât earn his keep. Lee had asked if theyâd be getting another horse, but Lester said they didnât really need one anymore, and that he was glad not to have the extra work. One horse, heâd said, is more trouble than a herd of cows.
If Lee had asked a few more times, told Lester how much he wanted a horse, one that he could rope calves off and ride for miles in the hills, Lester probably would have bought one for him, but Lee, conscious since the barn fire of his self-proclaimed status as a mere relative, didnât ask for things. Now, as he surveys his herd on foot, he thinks he should have bought that Hancock-bred mare Blaine Dolson was selling a while back. Heâd bid on her at Blaineâs sale, but the bids kept going up and Lee still couldnât bring himself to spend money in a way that Lester would not have.
Lee approaches the water trough in the dark and checks the hose. His dugouts are dry, but this home pasture has a spring, and a pump keeps a trough full as long as the hose stays put and doesnât get knocked loose by the cows. Once heâs ascertained that all is working, he takes the long way back toward the farmyard so he can check the fence. He knows thereâs a bad spot in the northeast corner where a couple of the posts have rotted out and are pretty much held upright by the strands of wire. It wouldnât take much for a cow to walk right through. When he gets there, the fence is still standing, but he makes a note to get a couple of posts out here and do a proper repair.
About halfway back to the yard, Lee realizes his feet hurt and wishes heâd worn running shoes instead of boots. Heâs tired now, although the dog doesnât seem to be and looks at Lee full of anticipation that more of an unusual nature is in the offing. When they