the eighteenth floor, now could I?â
âGuess not.â Heâd forgotten how much she enjoyed teasing him. It was easy to do, because he didnât expect anyone to say things that werenât true.
âIâd love to have a cat, preferably a black one, but that wouldnât be fair. I travel too much.â
âI didnât know you liked cats.â Cole thought of the lodge on Mistletoe Mountain, which was chockablock with cats, especially black ones.
âIn our life at MIT, it didnât come up. Both of us lived in places that didnât allow pets.â
âGuess so.â He was impressed with how she referred to that time so casually, as if the memories didnât affect her at all. Maybe they didnât. He might be the only one who had vivid color images of those days rolling through his brain. And right now that video was playing in a continuous loop.
He gestured to the tree. âWhat about the lights?â
âTheyâre on a timer. The apartment is as maintenance-free as I can make it. Iâm gone so much.â She reached for the handle of her rolling bag.
He started toward her. âLet me get that.â
âWhy? Itâs my suitcase.â She released the handle, though, as if sensing he wouldnât take no for an answer.
âBut youâre my guest.â He came up beside her and grasped the handle.
âYour guest?â Her eyebrows lifted. âI thought I was your independent contractor.â
âYou would have been if youâd allowed me to pay you.â Instead of kissing her, which was what he wanted to do, he rolled the suitcase across the thick carpeting to the door. âBut now that youâve insisted on doing the job for free, that makes you my guest.â
She followed him to the door. âI think youâre bossier than you used to be, Cole.â
âNo, Iâm not. Iâve always been this bossy.â Or so heâd been told by his siblings.
âMaybe youâre right.â Once they were out the door, she locked up and dropped the keys in her messenger bag. âI might not have noticed it because we spent so much time in bed, and I kind of like a man to be bossy in bed.â
His sharp intake of breath was pure reflex. He couldnât have stopped himself from doing it if someone had put a gun to his head.
âWhoops. Did I say that out loud?â
He turned to her, his heart racing. âYes, maâam, you did.â He couldnât tell from her expression if sheâd truly slipped up or if the comment had been deliberate, like her line about the cat. She seemed unapologetic as she met his gaze, so he suspected the latter.
She quickly confirmed his suspicions. âIâm trying to figure you out, Cole, and Iâm having a very tough time doing it. Sometimes, when you look at me, itâs like the old days, as if youâre ready to gobble me up. But then you turn all logical and businesslike, and claim that the only thing you care about is shoring up the database. Which is the real you?â
He gave the only answer he could come up with. âBoth.â
âWhat the heck does that mean?â
âItâs complicated.â
âApparently. And you seem really stressed about it.â
âThatâs because I am.â How he hated to admit that.
She took a deep breath. âOkay. Can you explain what the issues are? Because I didnât get that explanation ten years ago, and Iâd appreciate hearing it now, before we hop on that plane.â
He wondered how heâd ever expected to get involved with her on a business level and keep it from morphing into something more personal. Of course it would. Theyâd been together less than an hour and it already had.
Facing her, he realized heâd missed a blindingly obvious fact. âThatâs why you hacked in, isnât it? To get that explanation.â
âYes, it is. So if youâll