governess would appreciate that. The next governess . . . Leaving the children made her feel like a criminal. But theyâd have had someone else if I hadnât come , she thought, and itâs not as if I shanât be seeing them again . After all , Iâm not eloping into utter disgrace like Lady Caroline Wellesley and her cavalry officer . Iâm simply going home .
After morning lessons the children went to play in the garden, and Jennie went to her room and took off the full holland apron guarding her violet-sprigged muslin morning gown from the wear and tear of governess life. She tucked up the hair that had come loose from the knot while they were dramatizing the Crusades, and washed her hands and face. Then she went down to the morning room, where Aunt Higham was entertaining early callers. She would rather have gone out and played rounders or Indians in the garden, which was a sooty and pathetic substitute for the moors and the seashore of home but was better than the absurd ritual of the morning room. Charlotte was allowed to join now, and she always entered the room in the poignant, ardent belief that something wonderful was going to happen.
Certainly nothing wonderful happened this morning. No males called, not even George Vinton. The girls had to sit erect, ankles genteelly crossed and hands gracefully folded while the ladies talked twaddle in the accent that sounded ridiculously affected to Jennie; she could hardly believe that Aunt Higham really cared about this nonsense. Charlotte was disappointed and trying so hard to keep still that she grew quite flushed and her eyes became watery as if she were feverish. Aunt Higham could not abide a fidget and said men couldnât either. A fidget was as bad as a rattle anytime.
Mavis appeared to announce that the carriage had come for Lady Clarke, and the last caller arose to go. âAdieu until three then,â she cried. She was a bedizened old rack of bones who had talked on and on in a high, honking voice until even Aunt Higham became restive.
She was quickly on her feet now, agreeing, âUntil three.â They touched cheeks. Lady Clarke didnât keep a carriage; she could barely keep herself. Out of duty or pity, friends dropped her here and there, collecting her later.
When she had left the room, honking amiably away at Mavis, no one moved until the sound of her voice was shut off by the closing front door. âWe will drive in the park this afternoon,â Aunt Higham announced. âItâs very warm and fine. Mademoiselle can give the children their French in the garden. Charlotte, youâll come with us today. Wear your rose pelerine and the bonnet to match; it puts color in your face.â
âOh, Mama!â Clearly the horrid session in the morning was worth it now.
âJennie, you will wear your lilac.â
âYes, Aunt.â Well, sheâd paid for the clothes; she could give the orders. Thereâd be no meeting with George Vinton this afternoon, and the hope of todayâs escape had gone a-glimmering. But George would surely come tonight.
At a quarter of three, the girls met their commanding officer in the foyer and were inspected while Mavis stood by, professionally impassive.
âYou look very well,â Aunt Higham said. âI see you havenât forgotten your gloves and your reticules.â Charlotte had reminded Jennie of these necessities. She had no clean handkerchief in her reticule, but her aunt neednât know that , she thought with invigorating defiance.
âYou look very handsome yourself, Aunt,â she said.
âOh, Mama, you do!â Charlotte breathed.
âPerhaps,â her mother admitted sternly. She wore a plum-colored mantle, and matching plumes dipped softly from the crown of her straw hat; like Jennieâs, its brim was turned up roguishly on one side, but Jennieâs hat was trimmed with silk lilacs. âPut your gloves on before you go out,â