was forty-four years old, and the last time he’d seen Rafaella Marten he’d been sixteen and more than a little in love with her. For him, she’d been the perfect older woman—beautiful, charming, intelligent, sensual, filled with gaiety and love of life. And she was also his father’s lover.
Up until then, Jake had been buried away at his father’s hacienda in Argentina, where he’d run wild with no one to stop him. His father, Lucas Bronson, was an internationally famous polo player and playboy whose profession took him all over the world. Jake’s mother, an American beauty from a good New York family, had died when he was young, after which his father had brought him back to live at the hacienda. An old woman he called Abuelita, or “little grandmother” (though in fact she was no relation and spoke only Spanish), had brought him up, and his only companions were the cowboys, the
gauchos
with whom he rode the horses culled from the pampas. By herding cattle, the little horses learned to be fleet of foot and to turn on a dime, which made them the best polo ponies of all. In fact, Jake could ride almost before he could walk, and his ambition had always been to own his own small ranch. But life had led him on a different path.
When he was sixteen, his father had suddenly summoned him to Provence and his whole life changed. He’d arrived at the château an ignorant youth with a single small suitcasecontaining nothing more than a couple of frayed shirts and his other boots. But Rafaella had understood the lonely boy on the brink of manhood. She’d taught him the civilized arts of polite society, made him part of her family, was like a mother to him. For a year his life had seemed complete, though his father had never really wanted him there. Finally, of course, he’d been forced to confront his overpowering father and had left to face life alone. He’d kept in touch with Rafaella though, and over the years, he wrote her about his graduation from Annapolis, about being selected for Naval Intelligence, about his youthful marriage to “a lovely girl, too beautiful to even describe, and probably too young to settle down with a naval officer who’s always somewhere else other than with her.” And as a wedding gift, Rafaella had sent the massive old silver candelabra Jake had always admired and which had been in her family for almost two centuries.
A couple of years later, when disaster overtook the young couple, she wrote to Jake offering him sanctuary at the château, but he turned her down. He wasn’t fit for human company, he said, and he would get over it by himself. Just the way you’ve always done, Rafaella observed.
Life drifted on, there was an annual card at Christmas, a gentle reminder that the other was still there, but he never returned to the château that, for a short, happy period of his life, he’d called home.
When disaster struck, Jake left the navy and the intelligence service and eventually, after a year propping up bars and attempting to drown his sorrows, he opened his own risk management business, which is what the old-fashioned privateinvestigation biz came to be called after it became updated with computers and databases and young people with Ph.D.s in economics or science, rather than ex-cops with guns. Somewhat to his surprise, his business had become successful, and he now had seven hundred employees worldwide. He was good at what he did. It wasn’t what he would have chosen, but it filled the gap in his life and for that he was grateful.
Now he inhabited a spare, gray loft space in SoHo that said almost nothing about him. In truth, he was rarely there. He was always roaming the world on business, just the way his father had. Every now and again, when the lure of the wild became too strong, he would escape to the mountains, where he’d built himself a rough log cabin, just two rooms and a front porch with a rail for propping his booted feet while watching the sun set through the
Carol Wallace, Bill Wallance
Vic Ghidalia and Roger Elwood (editors)