Iâll try it this once. The bond I mentioned before ⦠youâre the closest thing I have to kin now.â
âBecause you fed from me?â I didnât get it. He took energy from Nicole too, but he wasnât camped outside the mental health facility waiting to see if she recovered.
When I pointed that out, a lopsided smile carved into his lean cheek. âYou gave of yourself willingly, dearling. That is the difference. What I have from you is born of free will ⦠and that is a sweetness I cannot otherwise experience.â
Oh.
âIâm glad,â I said, though I wasnât sure that was the right response. âBut I wonât assume youâre on my side since caprice is kind of your deal. As long as you donât get in my way, I wonât complain if you want to watch the show.â
âAn excellent summation of my intentions.â
âJust to be clear, I donât have to worry about the others finding me like you did?â
âThey lack our connection, but they have other resources.â
âSo donât get comfortable?â Iâd already come to that conclusion myself, so that wasnât exactly invaluable advice.
He nodded, letting himself topple sideways on my bed. The light didnât touch him, as if he was a shadow too deep for the photons to penetrate. Really I should get him out of here, but at this hour, the Baltimore was creepy enough that the Harbinger qualified as comforting in comparison. The woman next door had been crying for two hours when I finally fell asleep, and her silence was somehow more ominous than the despairing sobs.
âWhy are you staying in such a hovel?â he demanded then.
âItâs a protest against our consumer culture.â
The Harbingerâs look said he wasnât even slightly amused. âKarl Marx would be charmed, Iâm sure. Power to the proletariat.â
âOkay, this is what I can afford on Buzzkillâs stash. And to avoid starvation, Iâll need to get a job while Iâm here.â
âI could help you,â he said.
Shaking my head, I backed off that offer so fast I got vertigo. âNo thanks. Iâm pretty sure I know how it goes, once I start accepting favors from you.â
âYou wound me with your cynicism.â But he didnât deny that there would be terrifying costs associated with his assistance, even given to someone he dubbed âkin.â
âBullshit. Iâve just gotten better at anticipating the fine print.â
The Harbinger snapped his fingers, and the tired bulb on my bedside lamp guttered out.
His voice came soft and low, but also terrible like the groan of a beam before it gave way. âThe woman in the room next doorâ¦â
âYeah?â
âSheâs dying.â Two words, cool as a sealed tomb.
That launched me from bed, and I went out the door at a run. Though he was the trickster, it didnât occur to me to question. In the hallway, the carpet was gross and sticky beneath my bare feet; nobody answered when I pounded with both hands, so I ran back and dialed 911. When the operator answered, I gasped, âI think my neighbor ODâd,â because that would surely get the right people out here. But after the man took all the info, time ticked away. I called the night desk clerk, but he had no interest in the situation and wouldnât agree to unlock room ten so I could check on the tenant.
The Harbinger watched my anxiety with inscrutable interest. Eventually, he said, âWould you like me to open the door?â
And then I knew. âSheâs gone, right? If I say yes, Iâll owe you a favor, all for nothing.â
âItâs like Schrödingerâs cat, dearling. Youâll never know unless you open the box.â
Before I could decide, however, sirens finally sounded and paramedics pounded up the stairs at the end of the hall. My door wasnât the only one that