well hidden, he couldnât find him at all, his family thought it was a kidâs prank. But even with everybody searching, Josh couldnât be found. By the time police and volunteers did a sweep search of the whole area, hope had already faded. Even the Slamblaster action toy that Josh had been clutching had disappeared.
There is never a good time to lose a child, but surely Christmas and New Year must be the worst. His parentsâ strained faces became increasingly gaunt as they appeared, time and again, on the evening news. The search was spread over a wider and wider area, but the people of Bridgwaterâmyself includedâstill felt a long way away from the tragedy. At the start of January, Josh should have celebrated his seventh birthday. The whole country mourned him on that day. It didnât seem possible that Josh would be seen alive again. A couple of weeks after his birthday, a party of walkers and a dog with a good nose stumbled on his body, left in a shallow grave in a remote part of the Somerset moors. Josh had been found fifty miles away from his home.
I gave a start. Cliff was standing right beside me. I hadnât even heard him come across the kitchen, but now he was so close that his breathing had broken into my reverie.
âWhen a child dies, it always feels personal, doesnât it?â I said. âMy nephew is just a bit younger than Josh. Everyone will know a little boy like him. Itâs an unspeakably compulsive story.â
Cliff forced a weak smile. âThank you for that. I was beginning to think it was just me that was obsessed with the case. Iâve listened to every news story since he was found, bought every newspaper. While I was in the cells, the police searched my flat. They found all the articles Iâd cut out in a file.â
âWhy? Why did you do that?â
âI was hoping youâd tell me.â
âHot drink first, I think.â I made a repeat of the earlier Barleycup and coffee (this time milk but no sugar), and we carried them back into the therapy room. I followed behind Cliffâs lumbering gait, which I suppose went with his extra height.
âThey never announced how he died,â he said, without looking round. âIâve read every newspaper report; they never said.â
âI hadnât really thought of that before,â I said. âI suppose it is rather odd.â
âNot as odd as where he was found.â
âBecause of those other bodies? The ones they found there ages ago?â
âThatâs right.â Cliff returned to the clientâs chair. The chair is a sun lounger, a little tatty around the edges, so Iâve draped it with a Celtic knot throw. I can adjust it from psychoanalytically prone to bolt upright, which was how it was now. Cliffâs trainered feet were solidly on the floor and he leaned towards me, ready to talk. âThe papers canât make up their minds. Sometimes the Wetland Murderer has returned. Sometimes itâs a copycat crime.â
âI donât remember the Wetland Murders at all,â I said.
âThey were twenty-three years back.â
âAh. I wouldâve been five. And I didnât live around here.â
âI remember,â said Cliff. âI was eleven. All these little kids started disappearing. Their photos were plastered over the papers. Everyone got scared.â
âThe new stories resurrected those old photos, didnât they?â
âTheyâre loving it, the papers. Wallowing. Those killings were ⦠gruesome. Even the childrenâs bones were broken. They were found with the duct tape still over their mouths.â Cliff broke off to take a swallow of his coffee and place it carefully on the floor by his feet. âUnbelievable.â
I felt the silence grow in the room. Cliff appeared to be the world expert on both these crimes.
âHow did it all end?â
âI can remember seeing it on
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