Finally they decided it was just some drifter who needed money for drugs. Nobody could ever explain why he needed to rape and kill my mother, too.â Maryâs eyes flashed. âMost of the money had spilled out of the cash register and was left behind on the floor. The only thing I saw missing was her Saint Andrewâs medal.â
Joan frowned. âDonât you mean Saint Christopher?â
âNo. Saint Andrew. It was my fatherâs. His grandfather had given it to him, and heâd worn it the whole time he was in Vietnam. They sent it back with his body. A knight, fighting a dragon. My mother put it on just before his funeral. She never took it off.â
âJeez, thatâs terrible.â Impulsively, Joan wrapped her arms around Mary. âIâm so sorry. I canât imagine living through a hell like that.â
Mary hugged Joan back. âIt was awful,â she agreed quietly. âBut itâs history, now.â Over Joanâs shoulder she smiled at Alex, remembering all the nights theyâd lain awake in the dorm, Mary going over each detail of the murder scene and the hunt for her motherâs killer a thousand times, Alex listening with unlimited patience and a diminishing pile of PayDay candy bars. Mary knew that without Alex, she wouldnât have survived the first week at Emory, much less the ensuing twelve years.
She squeezed Joan, then relaxed her embrace. âAlex pulled me through the worst of it.â
From the pocket of her jeans she withdrew a plastic bag filled with six smooth, speckled stones. âThe old Cherokees honored their ancestors with things of the earth,â she explained. âI picked these stones from the little creek that runs behind my apartment in Atlanta.â
Mary knelt down and kissed each small stone. Their grainy coolness against her lips brought that long-ago spring day rushing backâReverend Hunt reading from his Bible, the redbud tree sending tiny magenta stars up against the darkening sky, the mourners huddling in raincoats around the dank hole in the ground that would embrace her mother for eternity. Sheâd felt like a murderer herself then. If she had just gone straight home that afternoon, this wouldnât have happened. She would have been there. She would have stopped whoever had done this.
Donât go, Mama
, sheâd cried silently as theyâd lowered the simple coffin into the earth.
Please donât
leave me
.
Mary made a small pile of the stones just beneath her motherâs marker. â
Sudali
, Mama,â she whispered. âSix. Six stones for six convictions.â For Hance Jordan, who poisoned his young wife to collect her insurance; for Wayne Creech, who fatally stabbed his girlfriend for not wearing a bra; for four more beyond them. One more, and she could place the seventh stone on her motherâs grave. Seven. The number her people regarded as magical and redemptive as any plunge in a Baptist pool. One more stone, and Mary Crow would be at peace.
She stared at the little pile of six stones for a moment, then she rose and looked at her friends.
âOkay,â she told them. âIâm done.â
âAre you sure?â Alex asked. âWe can stay longer if you wantâJoan and I can wait for you in the car.â
âNo.â Mary smiled as a shadow passed from her eyes. âIâm done. Letâs go eat an early lunch, ladies. Weâve got a lot of mountains to climb before dark.â
FOUR
SOMEWHERE IN THE NANTAHALA FOREST,
OCTOBER 2000
Death has a stink to it. Itâs blood and kum and the sea and the sour scent of a man humiliated, pleading for his life. Itâs sticky on your hands, and if you cram your fingers in your mouth and suck them like chicken bones, all that sweet death-marrow
goes straight to your brain and makes you feel like God.
Henry Brank laughed as he pulled the knife from the rabbitâs neck. âThis is a real piece