Reservoir.
Chapter 4
M arsha Penningtonâs death was the lead item on the eleven oâclock news. It was probably on the earlier edition, too, but Iâd missed it. According to the Channel Five anchorman her body had been found by two hooky-playing high school kids. Theyâd been fooling around when one of them had spotted what they thought was a log floating by the shore. Then theyâd realized logs donât have hands, and theyâd freaked and called the cops. Bet they wonât be cutting classes for a while, I thought as the anchorman rustled his papers and stared straight at the camera.
âThe police are investigating,â he informed the audience, âand an autopsy to determine cause of death is planned.â
No shit.
I clicked off the TV as the anchorman began discussing a proposed rise in city taxes and stared out the window. I felt bad and I didnât know why. Even though Marsha and I had been neighbors, weâd never been the best of friends. In fact, there had been many times when I thought that if I heard one more description of what her coworkers were wearing Iâd strangle her. Slowly. I clicked the TV back on. Now the weatherman was saying something about rain. What else was new? I tried to pay attention, but I couldnât. I kept seeing an image of Marsha rummaging through her pocketbook looking for the papers sheâd left behind superimposed on the screen. I got up and started pacing around the living room.
No matter what I told myself I couldnât shake the feeling that there was something I could have done to prevent Marsha Penningtonâs death. You want guilt, I thought sourly, call Robin Light. I ran on the stuff. Even though I didnât want to, I started thinking about my mother. Our relationship was the kind therapists make lots of money off of. Sheâd clawed her way up from a tenement in Hellâs Kitchen to a co-op on Park Avenue. Sheâd wanted me to continue the climb by marrying rich, living on Fifth Avenue, and spending my afternoons at the country club with her and my stepfather. Of course I hadnât. Iâd gone off to live with Murphy instead.
Weâd had a big fight when I told her I was moving in with him. Sheâd called me a slut, an ungrateful loser who would never amount to anything, and Iâd called her a money-grubbing social climber whoâd screwed her way up to the top. Sheâd run out of the apartment and gotten hit by a car as sheâd crossed Park Avenue. At the hospital, before sheâd gone into surgery, sheâd looked up at me and said, âThis is your fault.â My stepfather had added, âSee what you did to your motherâ as theyâd wheeled her into the OR. I knew what they had said wasnât true, but a part of me felt as if it were. I guess I still do, especially when I see her limping along. Sheâs had seven operations since the accident and she still doesnât walk right. I sighed and looked around. Suddenly the house seemed too quiet, too empty. I didnât want to stay in it anymore. I wanted to go where there were people and lights and Scotch, lots of Scotch. I looked at Zsa Zsa, who was now chewing on a piece of rawhide.
âWant a beer?â I asked her.
She wagged her stump.
âGood.â I slipped on my shoes and started looking for her leash. It was time to go to Peteâs.
Peteâs is a neighborhood bar located over on Westcott Street. The place is strictly low rent in terms of decor, but it does have a good selection of beers, itâs nearby, and most importantly my friend Connie tends bar there. I liked the other place sheâd worked at better, but when she changed over Iâd followed. Most times Peteâs is overrun with Syracuse University students, but not tonight. Tonight no one was there except Connie and a couple down at the other end of the bar. Too bad. I could have used the distraction. I sat Zsa Zsa and myself
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