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it.
    Why? She
wanted my tongue inside her?
    Yes that’s
right; she invited me in, but why?
    He could feel
the connection between them. It was real, it was instant, and he thinks she knew
it to.
    She must have
felt it too before she pulled away, probably shocked at what she found herself
doing, did she notice when she looked down at herself and at me how she had made
me get aroused? He thought she did.
     
    I ran back to
my room and stripped off my clothes and took a shower, scrubbing myself clean
as if I had tripped over and fallen in a pile of shit, as shit is how I was
feeling right now.
    I cried to
myself as I didn’t know what else to do and replayed what had just happened.
    Went to Frank’s
room pissed as hell (check)
    Felt
empowered (check) breathing heavy, started to kiss, enjoyed kiss, wanted
more, ok, no need to replay, just needed to know how I was going to deal
with this.
    I didn’t fancy
him, did I? Had I ever fancied him? Not that I knew of.
    So what
happened up there?
    Did my
subconscious like the fact that he fancied me?
    Was I slightly
turned on by that?  I must have been, oh god, what had I done?
    After my
shower I laid on my bed and without realising I drifted off to sleep.
     
    I could hear a
phone ringing but thought I was still dreaming until I jumped out of bed.
    It was now
seven in the evening, time for dinner.
    The phone was
still ringing when I decided that I needed to answer it as I did not want
anyone to come up to my room.
    “Hello”
    “Wow Autum did
I wake you?”
    Thank goodness
it was Rebecca.
    “Just dosed
off for a bit you know, all that sun and shopping must have taken it right out
of me”
    “Are you
coming down for dinner as I was just about to order some drinks”
    “No, not tonight
may just order room service as I still feel tired”
    “You as well”
says Rebecca.
    “What do you
mean?”
    “Frank has
also cried off, nothing going on that I should know about is there?”
    “Don’t be so
fucking stupid Rebecca you know I’m engaged, why should there be anything going
on between me and Frank?”
    “Jesus, I was
only joking Autum what’s got into you?”
    Talk about
hanging myself.
    “Sorry, just
tired”
    “Do you want
any company?”
    “No thanks, I
might come down after all, just give me five minutes.”
    I arrived for dinner,
and in a way was glad, as I was famished. We talked about our shopping trip to
Julian and mentioned some of the items we bought as well as the fabulous
ice-cream parlour we found which served the most awesome flavoured ice-creams
known to man.
    I explained
that I had chocolate and mint and Rebecca had pecan.
    “So, Rebecca
tells me that Frank had been asking some questions about my private life?”
    Julian looked
at Rebecca as if to say “big mouth”
    “Don’t worry
its fine”
    “I’m just
curious why he wanted to know, ” like I don’t already.
    “Well to be
honest he was really embarrassed about asking. He was a little shy, and kept blushing,
then kept telling me just to forget that he had asked the questions in the
first place.”
    Frank shy,
embarrassed, no way, I never would have thought he was that type of guy!
    “Oh, there was
one thing that I found out though”
    “What’s that?”
    “I think he
has a crush on you, a man thing you know, you ladies wouldn’t understand”
    Rebecca and I
both started to laugh.
     
    As the night
was drawing on, I was still hungry but did not have the stomach for food even
though my belly was telling me otherwise so I ordered light.
    I started to
feel guilty about the way I had over reacted when I went to see him.
    I also
realised that I could not just blame him as I also willingly contributed.
    I needed to
sort this out before tomorrow but was unsure as to how.
    It was now ten
o’clock. when I went back to my room and I decided to ring Frank and ask him to
meet me downstairs.
    On dialling
his room my heart was pounding as I tried to think of things that I was going
to say, but when I heard