better at this kind of work than me.”
“I doubt that.”
She smiled.
And then there was silence. I could hear a kid crying all the way back at Reception.
“Will you have dinner with me this weekend?”
“I’ll be very busy. Packing and all that.”
So that’s the way it was. Well, I wasn’t going to beg. “If you change your mind give me a call.”
“I will.”
I got up. I blinked and looked at her. Her gaze was steady. Resolved. Even relaxed. “Bye, Laura.”
“Bye, Sean. It’s only for a term. Ten weeks,” she said. She wanted to add something else, but her mouth trembled for a moment and then closed.
I nodded and to avoid a scene left it there. I gave her a little nod as I left the office and half slammed her door. “Heart of Glass” by Blondie was my exit music from the hospital reception.
I went out into the car park and said “Shite! Shite! Shite!” before lighting a fag. I tried to think of a curse but Irish articulacy had clearly declined since the days of Wilde and Yeats, Synge and Shaw. Three ‘shites’ and a ciggie, that was what we could come up with in these diminished times.
I walked over the railway bridge.
A stiff sea breeze was sending foam over the cars on the Belfast Road and there were white caps from here to Scotland. On the Scotch Quarter, outside the Gospel Hall, a wild-haired American evangelist with a walking stick was entertaining a crowd of pensioners with the promise that the end was nigh and the dying earth was in its final days. I listened for a while and found him pretty convincing. Before I could be “saved”, however, a freak wave drenched me and another late arrival and the old folks laughed at this perverse joke of Providence.
The Royal Oak was just opening for the day and was already full of sturdy alcoholics and peelers eager to make good on the police discount.
Alex, the barkeep, was dressed in a tie-dye shirt, furry boots and a full-length velvet cape. Clearly he had discovered a time portal to 1972 or he was off to see Elton John. Neither interested me that much.
I said hello and ordered a stiff Scotch.
“Women or work?” Alex asked.
“Is it always one or the other?” I asked.
“Aye, it is,” he said thoughtfully.
“Women then,” I said.
“In that case, mate, I’ll make it a double on the house,” he said compassionately.
3: THE BIG RED ONE
I was tempted to order another double whiskey and a Guinness and make this a proper session but it was a Friday which meant that the lunch special was deep-fried pizza and that stuff reeked of the cardiac ward.
I said hello to Sergeant Burke on the desk, complimented him on his throwback Zapata moustache, and went straight upstairs to the incident room.
“Jesus! Where did you come from?” Matty said, caught throwing darts at the dartboard.
“At the nineteenth level of Zen Buddhism you learn how to teleport – now put them darts away, we’ve work to do,” I said irritably.
Matty threw the final dart and sat at his desk.
He was getting on my nerves, Matty. He had let his hair grow and because of his natural Mick frizz it had gotten wide . He had a pinky ring and he’d taken to wearing white jackets over white T-shirts. I’m not sure what this look was supposed to be exactly but I didn’t like it, even ironically.
He and McCrabban were staring at me with gormless expressions on their faces.
“Missing persons reports?” I asked.
“None so far, Sean.”
“Any luck on that motto?”
“Not yet,” McCrabban replied mournfully.
“Keep at it! Remember what Winston Churchill said, ‘there’ll be plenty of time for wanking when the boats are back from Dunkirk’, right?”
“I don’t think Churchill ever said any such—”
“And you, Matty, my lad, get on the blower to garden centres and ask about rosary pea.”
We phone-called for an hour.
Not a single garden centre in Northern Ireland stocked the rosary pea. I phoned the Northern Ireland Horticultural Society but that