She just doesnât want to spend the money on my supplies, and itâs totally unfair. How come Sophie gets to spend two hundred dollars on a pair of jeans and I canât buy new supplies
for school?
â
âWhoa!â Sophie says. âDonât drag me into this mess. Besides, I have an interview at the mall next week anyway. I can pay my own way, thank you very much.â
âBut Sophie, your schoolwork!â Madge cries.
âRelax, Mother, itâs a part-time job, not a career choice.â
âIâll get a job too, then,â I say, turning to face my dad. âIâll pay you back every penny, but I really want new supplies. This is
important
to me.â I widen my eyes at him, willing him to understand. Art is sacred to me. Itâs what ties me to my mom. I donât want to use Madgeâs cast-off leftovers for this project. I donât want Madge involved at all.
âEnough with the job talk,â Madge snaps, slapping her hand down on the table. âThis isnât about jobs
or
money. Itâs about entitlement, Annie. We all know youâve had to make adjustments, but just because your life is hard, that doesnât mean you get to do whatever you want and get whatever you ask for.â
I grip the edge of my chair to prevent myself from launching across the table and slapping the smug expression off her face. I canât believe sheâs calling
me
entitled.
âDad,â I say, ignoring her, âyou
know
I never ask for anything. Iâm not being unreasonable here. Iâm asking for stuff for school.â
âYou girls are killing me,â my dad groans. âYou know that, donât you?â
Madge and I both sit on the edge of our seats, waiting to see whose side heâll take.
âOf course you can have the supplies you need, Annie. We are not in such dire financial straits that we canât afford materials for school.â
I beam at him.
âHowever,â he says ominously, âMadeleine does bring up an important point. You canât just ignore everything she asks you to do. Weâre a family now, and you need to show Madeleine the appropriate respect. Itâs not fair to her that you donât follow the rules she sets out.â
I can feel Madgeâs gloating eyes on me, and I refuse to give her the satisfaction of a reaction.
âThe plan sheâs proposing seems perfectly reasonable to me,â he goes on. âNo one is forcing you to use old materials that donât meet your needs, but itâs only logical that you should at least look through what we have to see if thereâs anything worth saving . . .â
âFine,â I say, knowing I wonât find anything useful.
âAnd I want to see you put a genuine effort into reusing anything that might work,â Madge lectures, unable to hold back. âIn fact, I plan to compare your shopping list to whatâs down there to make sure youâre keeping up your end of the bargain.â
I glare at her before turning to my dad. âAre we done here? Iâd like to be excused.â
Dad looks to Madge for approval, making my blood boil.
âShe hasnât finished her dinner,â Madge says disapprovingly, âbut I suppose if she clears her space and agrees to make more of an effort . . .â
I stand up before she can finish her sentence and gather my dishes with a clatter.
Make more of an effort.
What a bitch. Madge hardly even
talks
to me, except to order me around and remind me that sheâs in charge. She slobbers all over Sophie, giving her every little thing she asks for, and then ignores me ninety percent of the time.
Back in my room, I flop onto my bed and fumble with my headphones, pushing them into my ears and cranking up the volume on my iPod until the music is punishingly loud. Three Days Graceâs âI Hate Everything About Youâ slams into my brain, obliterating the image
Nikita Storm, Bessie Hucow, Mystique Vixen