devilâs advocate with me, lad,â the old man said. âThe tourists have already been afforded plenty of inducements. Free whisky, hot and cold running tarts â what the hellâs the city coming to?â He coughed then started wheezing alarmingly.
I felt my stomach somersault. Iâd been a helpless witness of his first heart attack.
âWater,â he gasped, waving his hand shakily.
I dashed to the bedside table and poured him a glassful. I watched as he gulped it down.
âThatâs better,â Hector said after a minute. He glanced up at me with a mischievous smile. âDid I give you a fright, Quintilian?â
âYes, you bloody did,â I said, scowling at him. âIt would be just like you to drop dead in front of me.â
He croaked out a laugh. âIâm not finished yet.â He handed me back the glass. âHowâs that girlfriend of yours?â
âGirlfriend?â I repeated. That term would have really impressed Katharine. âWeâre not reallyââ I broke off, struggling to describe the stop-start relationship that had been going on for eight years. It seemed to have been rekindled again in the last couple of weeks, but I didnât have much idea why Katharine had suddenly reappeared.
âNot really what?â the old man demanded. âHavenât you learned to express yourself at your age?â
I shook my head. âNo, I havenât. Happy?â
The satisfied look that spread across the parchment of his face demonstrated that he was. In fact, he got on well enough with Katharine. Despite the fact that he was a misogynist of gargantuan proportions, sheâd never laid into him. She reserved her fire for me.
âAnd Davie? Howâs he getting on?â
âOkay,â I said, bending down to pick up the book that had dropped to the floor when Hector had his coughing fit. âHe isnât happy about being shunted sideways, but heâs probably the only person in the city who approves of the rise in crime. Itâs given him plenty of opportunities for what he calls hands-on public order work.â
âHis hands on the bootboysâ privateââ
âQuite.â I handed over the leather-bound volume. â The Dialogues of Plato ?â I said, managing to decipher the Greek. On my fifth birthday the old man decided that the best way for me to spend my spare time was learning dead languages. My lengthy rebellion against that order started when I was five and one day old. âWhy arenât you up to your elbows in Latin as usual?â
He tapped his head and winked. âThe Latinâs all up here. Permanent resident.â
âJuvenal on your mind? Worrying.â
âNothing as worrying as what you fill yours with, Quintilian. Murders and mutilations andââ
âAll right, I accept Iâm a picture of depravity.â I looked at him, eyes wide open. âYou still havenât told me why youâre reading Plato. Not turning back into a fan of the old fascist, are you?â The Edinburgh Enlightenment had based their city-state on ideas derived and extrapolated from the ancient philosopherâs Republic and Laws .
Hector shook his head. âItâs not Plato that fascinates me these days, itâs his protagonist Socrates. Iâve been reading the Phaedo . Itâs hard to understand how someone as rational and rigorous as Socrates can believe in something as woolly as reincarnation.â He looked at me, the set of his face softer. âBut he does. And he dies well because he believes that, in some form or other, heâs coming back.â
I got up and returned my chair to the desk, the corners of my eyes suddenly damp. It wasnât only the calm assurance of the old manâs voice that was affecting me. My former lover Caro â dead for thirteen years â had flown up before me, her dark hair glistening with the sheen it always