writing this book with me.â Her eyes never left mine. âYou think itâs sleazy. Cheap. So why are you doing it?â
âSame reason you are,â I told her. âMoney.â
âAre you a good writer?â
âYou tell me when weâre done.â
âHow did Jack pick you?â
âMy agent set it up.â Thrust, parry. Thrust, parry.
âYou could have turned it down.â
âIâm just a boy who canât say nnnânnnânnnââ
She didnât laugh. Neither did la águila.
The waiter brought over two wooden bowls filled with romaine. He poured olive oil into a glass dish, broke an egg, separated the yolk in one economical motion, and added it to the oil. In quick succession, he cut a lemon, squeezed the juice, and added Worcestershire and fresh crushed garlic. Last was a whole fresh anchovy, which he diced with the casual malice of a sushi chef. A few quick motions with a whisk, and the mixture became a glossy dressing, which he poured over one salad. Then he added fresh ground pepper and put the bowl in front of me. He set the plain bowl of romaine in front of Felina and left.
âNo dressing?â I said.
âI bring my own.â Felina reached into her bag again. She pulled out a three-finger leather cigar case, a couple of vitamin bottles, and several glassine envelopes full of herbs before she found the Ziploc she was looking for. It was filled with what looked like a thick, lumpy vinaigrette. She poured the goo over her lettuce. It smelled like a piece of Gorgonzola that had been left out of the refrigerator for a day.
âWell,â I said. âShall we get to it?â
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âWeâre going to have to add some things, do a little restructuring, but overall itâs all there.â
âYou didnât like that section?â
âNo, it worked fine. But itâll work betterâturn back a coupleâthere. See?â
She bent her head over, and I could smell the garlic on her breath. âOh. Yeah.â
It was an hour later, and I was beginning to think maybe the book was salvageableâeven if it might not be as rosy as Felina painted it or as dirty as Danziger wanted it to be. To my surprise, Felina accepted the few soft criticisms I lobbed at her, and suggested improvements on her own. We were getting along just fine.
And then I brought up Dick Mannâs drug use. âI know you donât want to talk about that,â I said gently. âBut itâs part of the story.â
âWhy do we have to bring that up?â
âItâs already been brought up for us. Look at this.â I handed her the Celeb article.
She looked at it for a long moment. âOh, God,â she said. âSloan Baker.â
âWho?â
âSloan Baker. We worked at the same agency. I knew she was double-dealing customers to the tabs.â She tapped la águila on the table nervously. âThis is just like something Sloan would do. She probably got a few thousand for it.â
âDid Sloan sleep with Dick Mann, too?â I took her silence as a yes. âHow do you know?â
âI was there. But that was at the beginning. After that it was just Dick and me. And I donât want to write about that, anyway,â she said sharply.
âI know. I know. But if you donât, no one will read the rest of your story. Dick Mannâs personal life is going to become public knowledge very soon. If youâre not honest, people like thisââtapping the tabloidââwill get the last word.â
Felina was quiet for a moment. âIâm not just thinking about Dick and me. Thereâs a child involved,â she said.
âHis son?â
âBetty Mann never did anything to me. Iâm just not the sameâ¦â
âGive it some thought. We can tell the whole truth without making it exploitative,â I said earnestly. âIt is