that sheâd thought in the general terms of their relationship ending a month ago rather than counting the twenty-seven days that had actually passed. Or was it twenty-eight? While she might not miss him, she did long for the casual intimacy of being with someone. Sheâd liked the human contact while it lasted and missed it.
But this was Vern Taylor, the handsomest flyboy in MHA and one of her coworkersâan absolute recipe for disaster. Men like him didnât notice women like her when they could have any cute girl passing through Hood River, Oregon, to windsurf the Columbia Gorge. What was she thinking? He always hooked up with the tall, loud, flashy ones who laughed brightly and easily. And probably gave the same way.
Personally, sheâd never found sex to be the least bit easy. Occasionally good, but it complicated all matters and everything connected with them.
Like easing right on the cyclic to tip the rotor swash plate, she pulled away from Vern enough to create a small distance between them. But she didnât shift so far that she couldnât still see the hoseâ¦or sense the warmth of his closeness on her cheek.
âThis Black Hawkâ¦â Denise actually had to swallow to clear the lonely taste her thoughts had left in her throat, as if the emotion was a bad flavor. âIt served with the 101st Airborne, the Screaming Eagles. Three tours, I think.â
Jasper had always been on her about how precise she was about everything. Four miles, not three miles to the nearest restaurantârounded up from 3.85. âSixty-five degrees outside,â not âin the sixties.â âItâs seven thirty-eight,â when asked the time. She wasnât being fussy; it was simply how she thought about things. Sheâd slowly been forced to append most of her conversations with âI thinkâ or âaboutâ or âsomewhere aroundâ until she stuttered like a mistuned radial engine.
Well, she was done with that.
âThree tours.â She repeated definitively, then added the beginning and ending dates of service because she knew the history of every one of her birds from the moment they flew off the assembly lineâand to hell with any man who didnât like it.
Except for Firehawk Oh-Two. Something very strange had happened to that helicopter last winter, but sheâd never been able to uncover what. And when sheâd pushed, sheâd not only been stonewalled. Sheâd been told flat out that questions were unwelcome and were a job-level âdidnât need to know.â Finally, when she still didnât back down, her questions were deemed a security-level risk.
With no explanation and a maintenance record that displayed odd discrepancies, she didnât trust the craft. Without telling anyone else why, sheâd had her team help strip the bird down and put it back together, but it was as flawless as any aircraft sheâd ever seen. Yet it still wasnât the bird sheâd sent to Australia last year to fight bushfires.
She wondered if Vern knew what had happened, but sheâd guess not. He hadnât traveled with the two Firehawks when theyâd split off from the rest of the MHA team to fight a different bushfire.
Vern didnât comment about her elaborate precision and total command of Firehawk Oh-Threeâs service record. Instead he was once more inspecting the hose in the distant camp lights.
She no longer had any excuse to remain leaning so close, so she sat back in the pilotâs seat. But now she could feel his shape in the shapeless pilotâs seat. How pathetic was she?
âThatâs a bullet crease.â
âItâs what?â She rapped his ribs hard with her elbow as she leaned back over to see.
âEasy there, Wrench. You could hurt a fella. See?â He held it out again.
âYouâre right. It looks like the bullet cut through the first layer or two of the hose. How did