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forever. Logan had been ready from the moment he laid eyes
    on me; Delphine had decided that Markel was the one; but not Koren.
    There could be someone better out there, and the promise called to him,
    the lure of what could be just around the corner. And, as I suspected, the
    turning point had been when Peter Church returned from Sobek. He had
    come into the house and admitted to Koren that when he found out that his
    second-born son was gay, he had been devastated. It had been hard for
    him to have his first-born take a male mate and when he found out that
    Koren would as well, or was thinking about it, he was overwhelmed. He
    wanted grandchildren, wanted to ensure his lineage, and even though he
    had claimed to be keeping an open mind, the reality had been painful for
    him.
    In Sobek he had gone to the priest to make sure that Logan was
    forced to take a yareah and procreate. But before Logan could even inform
    me of his father’s ultimatum and adamantly assure me that he would
    never, ever have children with anyone but a surrogate, I had given him the
    news that I had asked his sister for the gift of life. Together, Delphine and
    I would make the next semel of the tribe of Mafdet. As patriarch of the
    Church clan, Peter was guardian of the line until he died and so had been
    well within his rights to talk to the priest. But the news that I had asked
    Delphine to be my yareah, to help me, as a barren reah, to reproduce, had

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    basically just made the man’s year. The second he got home, he shared his
    overwhelming happiness with his second-born.
    What Koren heard was: you can be whatever you want to be now…. I
    don’t care . Logan will carry on the Church bloodline with his reah; I
    don’t care what you do or with whom . At which point Koren realized that
    what he wanted was his father’s blessing and understanding, wanted his
    life to be as he had thought it would be growing up. He wanted exactly
    what his parents had, and that picture did not include another man. It
    especially did not include Domin Thorne.
    Maybe.
    Or maybe it did.
    Koren was, again, for the millionth time, on the fence.
    He couldn’t say he wanted Domin, but he didn’t want anyone else to
    have him, either. He loved him, and dear God in heaven, he wanted to
    sleep with him, but the rest… the rest was tricky.
    I had not even been able to look at him. After our talk, I put distance
    and, normally, Yuri between us. No one talked to me without Yuri
    allowing them to, so since I didn’t want to see Koren, I simply didn’t.
    “He’s an idiot,” Logan had told me as we stood together on the
    balcony watching Domin move out. Even though Koren was not around
    much, it was still his home first, and so our maahes had chosen to buy a
    loft in King’s Beach, just down the hill from us. He was only a twenty-
    minute drive away, but still, it was distance that Logan didn’t care for.
    “Who’s an idiot? Domin for leaving, or Koren for not asking him to
    stay?”
    “Domin for leaving,” my mate had rumbled. “If you want
    something, you fight for it.”
    “Yeah, but Domin waited for Koren to grow some balls the first
    time, and now he’s right back to where he was. How many times does
    your brother get to use Domin’s heart for a doormat?”
    “Koren will figure out what he wants.”
    “And by then it will be too late,” I had said, my eyes never leaving
    the scene below me, watching Domin direct the movers.
    “That’s awfully pessimistic of you,” he had teased me, leaning
    sideways to kiss my temple.

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    “Someone else will discover Domin Thorne,” I had told my mate
    very seriously. “He’s a pain in the ass, but the man is beautiful to look at
    and very passionate, and now, since he’s been your maahes, loyal and fair.
    You’ve changed him, your faith in him, your kindness, your acceptance,
    all of it—he’s different.”
    “He’s always been that way,” Logan had told me. “He just