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wanted?" She renewed her struggles and looked mad enough to spit nails, yet her safeword never came. "I didn't tell him," she said, taking a deep breath. "Because how the hell do you tell your Dom that the greatest pleasure of your life came at the hands of another man?"
    His muscles froze. What did she say? His brain misfired as the implications sank in. As much as she needed this, he wasn't sure how much longer he could stay in control. Not when she said shit like that. She was mad, he was mad and his goddamned dick was on fire. He leaned forward and captured her chin with one hand. "Bonnie, look at me."
    She squeezed her eyes shut for a few seconds before opening them as if by his sheer will. The raw emotion staring back at him now threatened to choke him.
    "Say your safeword, Bonnie."
    She went wide-eyed and her mouth dropped open. "What? Why?"
    "If you don't say your safeword, I'm going to fuck you until you pass out, that's why. I fucking need you." With one hand on his cock and the other holding her face he waited and every second that ticked by, he felt like he was being prodded with a hot stick to the spine to just take what he wanted. Permission be damned.
    "Then fuck me, Sir, because I'm not going to use my safeword."
    With his head exploding from her dare, Dex didn't hesitate or check to see if she was ready. That one sentence had burned through the last of his resolve. He had to be inside her now or lose his sanity. This amazing woman, who so often failed at fighting her demons, wasn't giving up. He surged forward and pushed at the shockingly tight channel that didn't want to let him in. "Fucking A, I can—". He eased back and tried again. "How can you be this tight?"
    She sucked in a breath and the previously wild look on her face blanked. What the hell? He stopped pushing and tamped down on the need to force his way in. Sweat dripped from his forehead onto her belly and he tried to focus on something besides her clutching cunt.
    "Bonnie," he said, growling. "What the fuck are you not telling me?"
    "It's been a long time since I've had sex and you're a lot bigger than..."
    Fuck. He was screwing this up big time. But he couldn't stop. Her vice tight heat was strangling him and taking his common sense at the same time. He closed his eyes and moaned. It wouldn't kill him to stay just like this a while, except right at that moment she tightened around him and his thoughts snapped. She was shaking all over with hunger blazing in her eyes.
    With her body striped and reddened from the flogger and still tied in a position that gave him access to anything he wanted, their moment had arrived. Do or die.
    "You are so amazing." He reached forward and cupped her breasts. He thumbed and then pinched her nipples until she moaned for him. Damn. Her responsiveness amazed him all over again.
    "You make me want to come when you look at me like that, Sir. It's a little shocking to feel that way."
    Dex groaned. Yep, she was definitely going to kill him. That kind of honesty awed him. Finally, she stopped thinking about the past and appeared as in the present as him. He inched his hips forward and her body accepted the rest of his length without fight. His first shocking thought beyond the incredible heat squeezing him was how much he loved the way she looked when he filled her. Her mouth popped open as she panted for breath. And God her eyes, the pupils were huge and dark with so much lust and need filling them he knew every night when he tried to sleep it was all he'd see.
    "This is going to be rough. We waited so long..." It was his only thought when he felt his control slipping. He wasn't sure she understood just how long he'd waited for her or what it meant to him.
    "Please," she said. "Give me more."
    Her arms were struggling against the cuffs holding her in place and he imagined her little nails shredding his back if they were free. In this position he was as deep as he could possibly go and it still didn't feel like