white.â
Adam hated that the first comment he made was about race. Reese turned and leaned against the table sheâd just cleared of their dinner. She pursed her lips before speaking. âSo race is important.â
âYeah. There arenât enough people of color in comics.â The statement was true, but not the reason.
âNot enough, no. But we have Green Lantern and Cyborg.â
This was solid footing for them, arguing the merits of comics. âMarvel has Black Panther. And letâs not forget the new Ms. Marvel, who is a double whammy as a woman and a person of color.â
âIf you think youâre going to convince me Marvel is better based on this argument, youâre out of luck. I get the importance of full representation. I am a woman. Thatâs why the portrayal of Lyrid is so important. So your guy, heâs black?â
âYeah.â
âI guess what Iâm really asking is if heâs black just because thatâs how you envision him or if you made him black because itâs part of your character building.â
And there went the footing. âYou canât take race away from character. Itâs part of who you are.â
âIt doesnât have to be.â
He snorted. âOnly naïve white people say shit like that.â
âHey.â She stepped toe to toe with him, tilting her chin a notch. Irritation blazed from her blue-gray eyes. âI am not naïve. I believe race is only as important as you make it in your life.â
He wanted to cross his arms, needed to, but the action would make him come in contact with her. She was close enough that the movement would cause his forearms to brush her chest. That couldnât lead to anything good. âYou have no idea what youâre talking about. No one considers your race first because youâre white. Everyone considers my race first because Iâm not.â
âNot everyone.â A flash of hurt crossed her face, quickly replaced by anger. âBut people do look at my gender first. Mostly men, but itâs the same idea. They donât consider whether Iâm intelligent or kind. They want to see how big my boobs are, how thin my waist is, how shapely my ass is. The quality of the rest of me is shaded by that.â As she spoke, her hands waved out at the sides of her body emphasizing everything she said.
Those motions almost distracted him. She had a point, a valid one, but he didnât want to have this discussion with her. He didnât want to have it with anyone.
She stopped moving. âI donât let that run my life. It mostly doesnât even take up space in my head. Only when Iâm faced with something like a guy in a comic shop who assumes Iâm buying for my boyfriend.â
âI never did that.â
âNo, not you, which is why I spend my money here. My point is, I donât walk through life worrying about how other people view me. I just try to be the best I can for me.â
Adam tried to do the same, but it didnât always work. He took a step back. âAll Iâm saying is that my guy is black. I picture him that way, but itâs also who he is. His race colors his perception of things.â
She inched closer again. âWhy?â
âWhat do you mean, why?â
âThatâs his story. Thatâs the part youâre telling me doesnât exist, but it does. You know it, in here.â She poked his chest.
His heart thumped so hard he was sure heâd need CPR any minute. Why couldnât she take a hint? As much as he wanted to step back again, he also wanted to step forward. But he knew better.
Reese took mercy on him and stepped away. She walked over to the table and flipped through his sketch pad. She found a picture of the character they were discussing. âI want his story. Even if we donât make it a book, I want to know.â
The way she looked into his eyes stirred
Under the Cover of the Moon (Cobblestone)