wouldnât want someone like me.â
Moving faster than sheâd ever seen him move, her father closed the distance between them, gripped her shoulders and slid one hand to her chin to tilt her face up to his. â You are a beautiful young woman. Nathan might not have been able to handle things, but your mother had the same surgery and weââ
âStop!â Melissa closed her eyes in a grimace and raised both her hands in a pleading gesture. â Stop, Dad, please. I mean it, do not give me any more mental images to deal with today. Walking in on you groping the social worker was a sight Iâll never be able to obliterate from my brain. Besides,â she continued when her father released a gruff laugh chock-full of embarrassment, â you are a special man and what you and Mom had was special.â Opening her eyes, she blinked up at him. âDonât you remember?â
His hands dropped to his sides. âOf course I remember.â The scowl returned, making him look older. âThe point is, there are men out there whoâd understand what youâve gone through if youâd only give them a chance.â
She smiled drily. âWeâll just have to agree to disagree there. I think Nathan is a more accurate example of the male species.â She shrugged, looking away. âI understand why he backed off, and I donât blame him.â
âMelââ
âBut it doesnât matter because Iâm not ready for that, and if I were, â she emphasized before he could interrupt her again, âweâve both heard of Bang âem Bookerâs reputation. Heâd be the last person Iâd choose and Iâm quite sure Bryan feels the same way about me. For pityâs sake, we used to dare each other to eat worms.â
Her father studied her closely. âSo long as youâre aware of the talk.â
âI am, and you have nothing to worry about,â she stated firmly. âWho knows if Iâll even get the job, or accept it if I do? Now, can we get back to what caused these sudden realizations?â She raised a brow, hugged her arms around her stomach and tried to release the tension in her neck and shoulders because she knew it was bad for her. âYouâre dating again⦠Are you using birth control?â
âMel!â Eyes wide and horrified, her dad turned away, his strides carrying him swiftly to the other side of the room. âYou canât talk to your old man that way.â
Sheâd rattled him. Good. Maybe it would get his focus off her. âYouâre only forty-seven. Everyone knows men can produceââ
âI am not having this conversation with my daughter.â He groaned long and low. âIt was bad enough when Irealized I hadnât had it with you. Now youâre trying to give me the sex talk?â
She laughed softly, amazed at what time and distance could do to otherwise pain-filled memories. âFairâs fair.â
âHey, Chief!â Nathanâs booming voice echoed through the building and bounced off the walls. âMayorâs here! Mel, whereâs that spatula? My burgers are burninâ!â
Her fatherâs shoulders sagged with relief. âThank you, God. Mel, weâll talk more later. Duty calls.â
She shook her head while watching him rush from the room. âSaved by the bellow,â she murmured, opening a drawer and retrieving the spatula Nathan needed. Gripping it tight, she smirked. Maybe she could hand it to him without slapping it upside his head. Then againâmaybe not.
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B RYAN WOULDâVE LIKED to talk with Melissa more about the interview and position, but found himself back in his practice within moments of stepping outside the police station. A child running across the pavement had tripped and fallen, colliding with another on the way down. Both kids needed stitches and heâd instructed the parents to bring