shopping. It wasnât until Mara had extended the invitation that Emily had realized she was lonely for adult company. A friendship would be like a balm to her soul.
That next week, Emily finished up the supper dishes while Cade repaired a chair on the sitting room floor. She could hear him driving in nails and knew Adam was probably sitting beside him, taking in everything Cade did. She admired the relationship between Cade and Adam. The boy watched his pa so closely and imitated everything he did.
Emily dumped the dishwater behind the house and gathered up her sewing. Even as she dropped into the sitting room chair, her eyes felt heavy with weariness. Her busy days were catching up with her. Trying to run the house, look after Adam, and search for the map were taking their toll. Sheâd barely gotten started on the garden, and she knew sheâd have to focus her efforts on that soon.
She threaded the needle and grabbed a shirt of Cadeâs from the little pile.
In front of her, Cade drove a nail into the arm of the chair.
âCan I try, Pa?â
Cade shook the arm to test its strength then turned the chair. âHere, hold the nail like this.â
Emily peeked up from her stitching. Cade molded the boyâs fingers around the nailâs body then picked up the hammer. âPut your other hand here.â Adam put his hand on the hammer, though Cade didnât let go. Together, they drove the nail into the wood.
âI did it!â Adam said.
Cade set down the hammer and squeezed his shoulder. âI reckon you did.â
âLook, Emily, I did it,â Adam said.
Emily smiled. âYouâre growing up. Before you know it, youâll be as big as your pa.â
The proud smile on the boyâs face was a picture that made Emily want to chuckle. Her gaze found Cadeâs, and they exchanged a smile. He looked away before she had time to enjoy the private moment. It was the most attention heâd given her since that fateful first night of their marriage.
She poked the needle through the fabric and pulled it out the other side. It was strange, their relationship. Cade cared for Adam and gave him affection, and the boy clearly adored his pa. And Emily had grown to care for Adam even in the short time sheâd known him. Adam was starting to return her hugs and search her out when he did something he was proud of.
But Cade and Emilyâtheir relationship was hardly a relationship at all. It was more as if they were acquaintances who shared a house. They said âgood morningâ and âpass the potatoesâ and âgood nightâ and little else. And yet, they were husband and wife.
Each night as she lay in bed waiting for sleep to come, she thought of Thomas and how different her life would be if he were still alive. Theyâd have shared their lives in a way that she and Cade hadnât. He wouldâve shared her bed and given her a passel of children.
Stop it, Emily, it does no good to think of what cannot be changed.
âWhy you making a chair, Pa? We have enough already.â
Adam leaned over Cadeâs shoulder, almost smothering him with his closeness. Most men, she suspected, would have nudged him back. Cade just kept working as if it didnât bother him.
âItâs for Mr. and Mrs. Stedman. They need another chair, and I remembered we had one in the attic just needed a little fixinâ.â
The attic. Why didnât I think of that? Emily had searched all over the house for the map, and sheâd come up with nothing. But the attic would be the perfect place to look. Didnât folks keep things from past generations in attics? There were probably trunks of old things up there, and surely sheâd find the map among the relics.
ââover there, did you?â
Emily felt Cadeâs gaze on her and raised hers to meet it. Sheâd not been paying a lick of attention. âIâm sorry, what did you
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