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on the one threat that is most likely to make me adhere to
your every wish and whim as closely as possible. You still don't
believe that this is how I need to live, do you?”
    “I can't understand anyone not wanting to have their
freedom. Never mind wanting to subjugate themselves to another
person's will.”
    “Blake, the way I figure it I'd either be dead or in prison
by now if I hadn't taken Tom up on his offer. You have no idea how
crazy I could get. Tom said that part of the reason I make a good
personal slut is that there isn't anything I am unwilling to do. This
way I have someone else watching over me at least, making sure I
don't go too far, keeping me from hurting or killing myself or
others. I used to have no sense of self-preservation once I got
going. So as far as I am concerned being a personal slut to a good
master is a win-win situation.”
    “I'm not trying to be pushy here or anything but did you
ever think of trying a shrink instead of a severe alternative
lifestyle?”
    “Yes, in my teens I tried a shrink. I got worse because they
kept telling me that I needed to 'find my limits' and 'push my
envelope'. When I got suspended from high school and my parents found
out it was because I thought I was following my shrink's
instructions, that stopped quickly.”
    “Okay, forget I asked. You've obviously given this a lot of
thought yourself.”
    “Remember I told you it was a week before I showed up on
Tom's doorstep after getting suspended, that entire week was spent
reviewing my options. This seemed the best one for me.”
    “So, I own you, do I? What, exactly, does that entail?”
    “Well, if I were your average personal slut, it would mean
sex however and whenever you wanted but if you got too pushy or
insisted on something I couldn't stand then I'd say no. I'm not
average though, I'm well above average in many ways. In this case it
means that beyond just being your personal slut, I am yours in my
entirety. I'd say I'm your slave but that suggests that I'm unwilling
and I'm not. I am yours to use, to command, to do whatever you like
with. You have to be my sense of self-preservation though. I'll do
whatever you ask or tell me to. In a lot of cases, I'll do what I
think you want me to do even.”
    “So essentially anything goes?”
    “Yes, anything goes. Most of the time I won't even remind
you about being my sense of self-preservation but I think it
important to let you know that at the beginning of our relationship.”
    “Damn it, I'd love to test drive you some more but I don't
think I'll be getting another erection today after that blow job. It
wore me out entirely. Here I've been, staring at your gorgeous body
while we talk, hearing you say that you belong to me and will do
anything I tell you and I'm still limp as a noodle.”
    “I can fix that for you if you like” Courtney replied
with a shy smile, “I may excel at oral sex but like I said I'm
above average in many ways and I bet I can think of one that would do
the trick.”
    Blake stared at her with interest, wondering just what she had up
her, non-existent, sleeve now.
    “Sure, let's give it a shot.”
    “Do you have a stereo down here that will accept flash
drives?”
    “Yes, over on the bookshelf there.” Blake pointed
across the room.
    Courtney walked over to her bag and bent over it. Rummaging in an
outside pocket that Blake had missed, she came up with a flash drive
and two small scraps of fabric. Meanwhile Blake's attention had been
captured. He had yet to get a good look at her ass and now that he he
saw her bending over he could see that it was as attractive as the
rest of her. It was well-shaped, well-toned, and of a size to match
her flaring hips. He wanted his hands on it badly but let her
continue with whatever it was she was offering.
    Courtney walked over to the stereo, turned it on, and plugged in
the flash drive. It only took her a moment to work out the controls
and then music came from the speakers in the corners