the answers to all their questions.
âYouâll have some kind of interview,â Mom explained. âThen theyâll decide if they want you, and weâll decide if we want them to want youâor something like that. Now can we drop it between now and then, or are you going to drive us crazy until we get there?â
âIâll drop it,â Lily said.
But she didnât âdrop itâ from her own head. She could think of almost nothing else until Saturday.
She used her half hour on the computer she had to share with Joe to look up the Rutledge Modeling Agency. All the girls on the website seemed so perfect that she couldnât imagine herself fitting in. Still, Kathleen had invited her. Maybe she would look like them when she was done.
When she wasnât memorizing the website, she e-mailed Reni. Called Reni. She would have texted her too, if sheâd had a cell phone.
Lily did tell Reni about the modeling thing, of course, and they whispered about it at school every chance they gotâa fact that didnât escape Shad Shifferdecker. It suddenly seemed like every time they put their heads together, Shad appeared with his hand cupped around his ear.
At Friday afternoon recess, the two girls were sitting against the fence in the corner farthest from the building under the only tree on the playground. It finally looked like they were safely out of Shadâs earshot, so they didnât whisper as they picked up gold- and rust-colored leaves from the ground and made confetti out of them while they talked.
âI so canât wait until Saturday,â Lily said. âOnly . . . Iâm a little freaked out. What if they donât want me after they talk to me?â
âWhy wouldnât they want you?â Reni said. âKathleen already said you were beautiful.â
âI donât knowââ
But Lily never got to finish the sentence. Something suddenly dropped out of the branches over their heads and hit the ground in front of them with a heavy thud. It obviously wasnât an autumn leaf.
Reni screamed. Lily jumped up, grabbed a stick, and held it over her head, ready to pound whatever it was. Sheâd learned a few things growing up with two brothers.
But she stopped with the stick in midswing. âShad Shifferdecker!â she said, gritting her teeth. âYou were spying!â
Shad picked himself up from the dirt and brushed some of it off his huge T-shirt, which hung down to his knees. The boys werenât allowed to wear clothes seven sizes too big to school, but Shad somehow got away with it. She was pretty sure that underneath, the waistband of his jeans hung down that far too, and his boxer shorts were probably sticking up above them like he was a gangster or something. The thought of it was disgusting.
âBig deal,â Shad said, beady little eyes snapping. âYou didnât say nothinâ I was interested in. Me? I hang out at the mall on Saturdays.â
âDoing what?â Reni said.
âAnything I want.â
âAnd your mom lets you?â
âMy mom doesnât âletâ or ânot letâ me do anything. Iâm practically on my own now.â
Lily felt her lip curl. She couldnât have cared less what Shad did on Saturdays. He could be out robbing convenience stores for all she gave a rip. What she did care about was how much of their conversation heâd heard, and how much he would carry back to Leo and Daniel so they could get in her face about it later.
âIt isnât nice to eavesdrop on other peopleâs conversations,â Lily said.
Shad smiled, and his braces glittered in the sun. âI dropped all right. You didnât even know I was up there. Duh! I heard everything you said for the last hour.â
âWe havenât even been here an hour,â Reni said.
Lily folded her arms across her chest so sheâd appear casual. âWhat did we say