ears, señora .â
âAy, that is true.â There was a long pause and then the Mexican womanâs soft voice spoke again. âI have learned to listen, señor .â
Hawk didnât sleep. He didnât even try, just lay awake with his thoughts and his doubts and his fears. Not for himself, but for the spirited, headstrong crusader who slept a short distance away from him. She was a damn fool of a woman, sticking her nose where it didnât belong.
But heâd agreed to protect her, and he would. Stealthily he moved his bedroll as close to hers as he could get without waking her.
Tomorrow heâd teach her how to shoot his revolver.
* * *
â Señora , can you fire a pistol?â
âSÃ.â
âA pistol!â Caroline spluttered.
â SÃ. I carry a pistola always in my pocket.â
âWhat?â Her voice rose an octave. âFernanda, you never told me that.â
âYou never ask, mi corazón . Besides, I never tell you lots of things.â
Caroline struggled to her feet and immediately regretted it. Her legs felt stiff as new sofa springs. Nevertheless, she marched over to Fernanda, who sat placidly beside the fire pit eating the last of the biscuits. Before she could confront the Mexican woman, Rivera laid his big hand on Carolineâs shoulder and spun her toward him so fast it made her dizzy.
âThereâs something I want to show you before we get started.â
âOh? And what is that, Mr. Rivera? How to take off my boots, perhaps?â
A smile flickered. The first hint of any humor in the taciturn sheriff and a welcome change from that smoldering anger in his green eyes and the perpetual frown he wore. My goodness, what a sourpuss he was. Heâd be nice-looking if his face were not so scrunched up.
âNothing to do with boots,â he said in that maddeningly calm voice of his. Didnât he ever get excited about anything? Even Fernandaâs impromptu fandango last night hadnât cracked his impassive expression. He must have been a superb soldier in the War, imperturbable as a sphinx under fire.
She sniffed. âWell, what is it? Show me and let us be on our way. I have a speaking engagement in Gillette Springs this evening.â
He shot her a look. âI want you to learn to use a revolver.â
She sucked in a breath. âI beg your pardon? What on earth for?â The very thought of putting her hand on a firearm sent a shudder up her spine. Did women out West actually do such brazen things?
âFor protection.â
âYours or mine? No well-bred lady handles firearms.â
âNo well-bred lady travels out West lighting fires under half the population without knowing how to protect herself.â
âLighting fires? Well, I should hope so. For your information, Mr. Rivera, âlighting firesâ is going to be the salvation of womankind.â
He said nothing, just took hold of her upper arm and propelled her away from the fire. Fernanda fled to the stream with the empty tin cups and the coffeepot.
He slid his revolver out of the holster on his hip, spilled the chambered bullets into his palm and thrust the weapon at her, holding it by the blued steel barrel. She knocked it out of his hand onto the ground.
His eyes narrowed into glittery emerald slits. âPick it up,â he ordered.
âI canât. I am too stiff to bend over.â
âThen you shouldnât have dropped the gun. I said pick it up.â He put one hand at her waist and the other at her back and jackknifed her body. She groaned through gritted teeth.
âPick it up,â he repeated.
She scrabbled on the ground and managed to grab the long barrel, but it was heavier than she expected. She couldnât lift it with one hand.
âUse two hands,â he ordered.
She pushed the weapon toward her other hand and grasped the handle.
âNow straighten up.â He bit the words out like