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worry ing about what Mac was thinking. Mac wouldn’t have asked Jez
    to do this with him if he hadn’t wanted it, so he was clearly into this. Once
    again, Jez was oblivious to the video—afterwards he couldn’t have even
    said what the couple looked like. He watched Mac instead, focusing on
    Mac’s hand and his cock and the way his breathing got faster as he got
    close. Jez wondered if Mac was watching him too, and when he glanced
    up to check, he found he was.
    Jez bit back a chuckle. This was so fucked-up, but he didn’t care
    because it was awesom e too. These sessions with Mac were hands down
    the hottest thing he’d ever done with another person, and they hadn’t even
    touched each other. He watched Mac’s hand again and im agined those
    strong fingers wrapped around his own dick, and that was all it took. Jez
    cam e, dim ly aware of Mac m oaning beside him , com ing too.
    “It was a draw,” Jez said.
    “Bollocks. You cam e first.”
    “By about two seconds.”
    “Still counts.”
    “Fuck y ou.” Jez shoulder checked Mac, m aking him y elp. “Got any
    tissues?”
    “Only bog roll. I’m not as classy as y ou.” Mac passed him a roll of
    toilet paper from beside the bed. “Wanna go back down and play m ore
    Mario Kart?” he asked once they ’d cleaned up.
    “Sure. But j ust so y ou know… y ou’re going down.”
    “Bring it.”

    After that, wanking together becam e a regular thing over the next
    couple of weeks. Not only at the weekends when they ’d been drinking, but
    a few tim es a week—basically whenever they could get away and be
    alone together without it being obvious that som ething was going on.
    Som etim es Mac would instigate it, som etim es Jez, but after a few m ore
    sessions it got so that they both knew how it would end if they were
    hanging out together. The tension would thicken, and they ’d start catching
    each other’s ey e until finally one of them would crack.
    They hadn’t discussed their little arrangem ent again since the second
    tim e, and they still watched porn—m aking a point of getting out the laptop
    in whoever’s room they were in and choosing som ething to watch. But
    they both knew that they really watched each other, and Jez had given up
    even try ing to hide his interest. He was totally hot for Mac, and watching
    him get off pushed all Jez’s buttons. As for Mac—Jez had no idea what
    was going on in his head, and Mac didn’t seem keen to talk about it. If he
    was as straight as he claim ed, m ay be he was into the whole exhibitionist-
    slash-voy eur vibe they had going on? But Jez didn’t care what his
    m otivations were, as long as they could keep doing it.

    Chapter Five

    When things changed again, alcohol was involved.
    It was a Saturday night in the m iddle of Novem ber. Dani was away
    visiting her boy friend again, and Josh had gone out early with barely a
    word to the rest of them . Shawn and Mike tried and failed to persuade
    Mac and Jez to j oin them in the student union bar. They ’d not told Shawn
    and Mike about their stay ing-in pact. It wasn’t worth the hassle because it
    would only have m ade Shawn m ore determ ined to lead them astray.
    They ’d stuck with their excuses of finances and study ing respectively.
    Both were still true, after all.
    “Just com e out for a few beers,” Shawn said. “You two are like an
    old m arried couple, for fuck’s sake. All y ou do is hang out together and
    watch TV.”
    “Som etim es we study,” Mac said.
    “And play video gam es,” Jez added. They were currently in the
    m iddle of a Super Smash Bros. battle. Jez’s cheeks heated at the “m arried
    couple” dig. He didn’t dare look at Mac to see if he’d reacted too.
    “Like that’s any better. And Mac, Maria was asking after y ou last
    weekend, and she’s gonna be there tonight. I reckon y ou’re well in there.
    Why stay in and j erk off when y ou could be out with a hot babe like
    her?”
    Mac stiffened beside Jez. His