couldnât wear Ernaâs shoes because her feet are too big.â She paused for a moment, looking right and then left to make sure it was clear. Then she pulled out onto the road.
âI wondered if it might be a vase,â she said, âor some coffee mugs that she doesnât need anymore. She said that she got it for Christmas and she doesnât need it. Thatâs sheâs too old.â
âDo you get too old for coffee mugs?â Simon asked.
âNo, of course not, that was silly of me. Perhaps itâs chocolates; thatâs what old ladies get for Christmas. And then theyâll probably be hard and moldy and we wonât be able to eat them.â
âThey also get slippers,â Simon said, like a little grownup. âGranny has lots of pairs and she got them all from us.â
âIt might be a smart little handbag,â Bonnie said after a while. âThat would be nice. Erna never goes to parties. So maybe she thought that I might have more use for it than she does.â
Simon leaned forward and grabbed hold of the back of her seat. âYou donât go to parties either,â he said.
She looked at him in the mirror again. âNo,â she replied. âI donât. Iâd much rather be with you.â
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When they got home and had taken their coats off in the hall, Bonnie asked if they should eat or open the box first. Simon had to think about it.
âWhat are we having?â he asked.
âPasta twists,â Bonnie replied. âWith tomato sauce.â Simon sat down on his knees on the sofa and Bonnie put the box down on the table in front of him. He lifted it up again and started to shake it.
âI think maybe itâs a lamp,â he said wisely.
âWell, then it must be a little one,â Bonnie said. âOr perhaps itâs a flashlight. Iâm sure that Erna wouldnât have much use for that. Although, actually, if thereâs a power outage, and she has to find the fuse box . . . I can just see her stumbling around the house, banging into her horrible furniture, knocking over the lamp, and tearing the curtains.â
Simon chuckled. âPasta twists first because then the secret will be even bigger. Race you to the kitchen!â He grabbed hold of the footstool he needed to stand on to reach the countertop as he raced past. He liked to watch his mother making food; he liked her thin fingers with no rings.
âThatâs good, you can watch and learn. One day, youâll grow up and move away from home, and then youâll have to cook your own food.â
Simon shook his head. âBut I want to live with you; I donât want to leave home.â
Bonnie filled a pan with water and put it on the hotplate. After a while, it started to boil and she opened the bag of pasta and the tomato sauce. Simon got some dry pasta to play with. He lined the pieces up on the countertop end to end like a string of pearls. She asked what he wanted to read when he went to bed.
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Where the Wild Things Are,
â he said without any hesitation.
âBut we read that yesterday.â
âI know, but I want to hear it again and again, a hundred times.â
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Bonnie put the food on the table and sat down. Simon kept glancing into the living room at the box that was waiting there with only a temptingly thin piece of string around it. He ate as fast as he could and afterward helped his mother clear the table. She rinsed the plates in warm water and stacked them on the side of the sink. Finally she wiped the table and then came into the living room. She put the box on his lap, and Simon started to struggle with the string. Erna had tied a really tight knot, but Bonnie didnât help him. He had to do it himself. That way they could eke out the precious moments.
âMaybe itâs money,â he said, full of hope, because he knew that was something his mother never had enough of.
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Janwillem van de Wetering