I imagine the ones in the ocean are larger and vividly colored, splashing about with fangs and fins and glittering scales. I wonder if his sketch is even close to what sea creatures really look like, frothing about against the shore.
I fit the book neatly in its space on the shelf and take out the very first of the annals. Iâve looked at it many times before, but its faded ancient letters just stare back at me, their looping script holding secrets I canât unlock. I run my fingers along the red text, flipping the crinkled pages slowly. Thereâs a single illustration in this tome, on the ninetieth page. It shows the bottom of the continent Ashra, the roots of the trees bound in a tangle around the dirt that lifts into the sky. There is a fissure sketched in, where Burumu and Nartu are breaking off from Ashra under the pressure of the Rending. Below the continent the Phoenix rises into the air. Her dark red-brown wings gleam with a cloud of sketched glory, and she clasps monsters of every type in her talons. They are miniscule in the drawing, but I can make out twisting horns, slithering limbs and feathers. A great hole has been ripped in the earth below her, and along the rim of the hole tiny sketches of people wail upon their knees, reaching out for Ashra as it rises up. These were the unbelievers, who didnât heed her call and were devoured by the monsters. I press my thumbnail against them, thinking how small they are. I pity them, but I envy them, too. They knew about the oceans and the mountains. They knew all the things I wish to know. Even if their lives ended in despair, they were free until that last bitter moment.
No, I think. Thereâs no freedom in being hunted down. Their lives were forfeit before they were even born.
A shuffling in the library startles me. Itâs always quiet here, especially when everyone must be out celebrating the Rending. I quietly slide the first of the annals back into its place on the shelves so I can peek at whoâs approaching.
I call out softly. âElisha?â Maybe sheâs searching for me to talk about Jonash and the engagement. But then I hear two menâs voices arguing just beyond hearing. Something doesnât feel right, and I shrink behind the shelf as they approach.
âOne of the Initiates must have said something,â the first voice says.
The second one snaps, âWe donât share it with the Initiates. Itâs reserved only for the senior Elders.â
Thatâs Abanâs voice. Iâd know it anywhere. A moment later, Aban steps into view, his cream robe swishing against the floor and the tassels of his red belt pounding against him with every step.
âThen how did it reach them?â the first man says. He stands in a crisp white uniform, two dark red plumes laid on either shoulder and a gold chain draped over his chest. The lieutenant of the Elite Guard. Why would he be here? Jonash had said they would be out to celebrate his birthday, but the lieutenantâs brow is creased and his face anxious. The Elders use the library all the time, but Iâve never seen anyone from the Elite Guard set foot in these dusty stacks of tomes.
âIt can only be the work of an Elder,â the lieutenant insists. âThe others cannot read the early texts.â
âThe Elders are loyal to the Monarch,â Aban spits back. âThey would never join the rebels.â
Rebels? Rebelling against what? I wonder. Life on Ashra and her lands is peaceful, with no need to rebel.
âAn exile, then,â the first voice says.
Aban shakes his head. âAnd how do you suppose they got off Nartu?â
Itâs the first Iâve heard of exiled Elders. Itâs true that the life isnât for everyone, but Elders who retire or Initiates who give up their instruction often choose a life of solitude on Nartu. Donât they?
âIt is your fault for not keeping Burumu under control,â Aban says.