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certain, and he moved so quickly, she could scarcely process one thing he’d said before he’d moved on to something else completely.
    “How can you simply suggest something like this so…calmly?”
    “Because it doesn’t matter to me whether you’re my nanny or my wife. Nothing will change, and it will offer you the protection that you desire.”
    “And why is it so important to you to give me that?”
    “Additional stability for my daughter. And…” He hesitated. “Her attachment to you is very strong. She…seems to love you. I would hate to cause her any pain.”
    The way he said it was odd, as though he didn’t truly understand either emotion he spoke about. Like he was trying to say the right things, or forcing himself to think the right things, but wasn’t quite managing it.
    It was crazy. Totally and completely. But she had nothing left here, not without Leena. No reason not to accept the insane offer.
    You don’t know him
.
    No, she didn’t know him. But if she didn’t go, her daughter would. Without her there to protect her. No. That couldn’t happen. It wouldn’t. No matter the cost.
    Unbidden, she thought of her own wedding day, more than eight years ago. She’d been so young. So full of hope for the future. And so very much in love.
    Marrying Alik, making him her husband, she felt like it made a mockery of that. Felt like she was putting Alik in a place that should be reserved for another man. The man that she’d loved with all of her heart.
    Oh, Sunil, please forgive me
.
    She didn’t know if he would have been able to. She wasn’t sure if he’d truly understood her desire to have children. If he’d realized how deep it went. Or maybe he had, and hesimply couldn’t acknowledge it, because for him, it would mean facing how much he’d failed her. But she’d never seen it that way. She would have been happy, even then, to adopt.
    Still, just for a moment, she wished she had him back so she could lean on his strength. Feel his arms around her, in comfort, just one more time.
    It was a strange disconnect, though. If she still had Sunil, she wouldn’t have Leena. And she needed Leena.
    Truly, marrying Alik was marrying for love. For the love of her child.
    Then another thought occurred to her. One that made her feel scared and hot at the same time. She didn’t know if it was angry heat, embarrassed heat, or something else entirely. It was the something else entirely that really worried her.
    “You said there would be very little difference between my position as nanny and my position as wife. Were you planning on sexually harassing me as your staff or are you planning on keeping your hands off me if I’m your wife?”
    “It is of no matter to me. If you want sex, I’m more than willing to give it.”
    The thought made a rash of heat spread over her skin. The way he said things like that, so bald and open, was something she just didn’t understand. She wasn’t a prude, but she wasn’t going to start offering sex to a stranger either, as if it wasn’t a bigger deal than choosing between pizza or dal for dinner.
    “If
I
want sex?”
    “You make it sound strange. Don’t you like sex?”
    She nearly choked. “I…I don’t…It’s not a recreational activity.”
    “Perhaps not to you.” The smile that curved his lips told her he, indeed, thought of it as such, and she felt her toes curl in her shoes. Oh, good grief, he wasn’t that hot. He was inappropriate. “Either way, the choice is yours. If you want it, I am willing.”
    “And if I don’t?” she asked.
    “As I said, it is of no matter to me. I’m not intending to pledge my faithfulness either way.”
    “You’re not?” she asked, annoyed by that for some reason. Perhaps because in this plan, Alik seemed to be giving up nothing, while for her, everything was changing.
    “I have a short attention span where women are concerned. My life is not conducive to relationships.”
    “I don’t know that anyone’s is.