off. Please,â he added, softening the order to a request. âThereâs no such thing as safe if they can track you.â
Sheâd deactivated the GPS signal, but he didnât need to know that. Until she could trust him, she wouldnât give him any more advantages. Let him worry that she could turn on her phone at any time and get help immediately. âGive me a good reason to trust anything coming out of your mouth.â
âIâm your husband,â he stated. âYouâve always been my top priority.â
She laughed. âI might believe such a statement if you were still officially alive .â Headlights flashed in the side mirror, and her heart rate kicked up. She hoped it was just a speeder and not more trouble.
âThen how about this?â He spared her a quick glance. âIâm the only living person who understands what weâre up against.â
The âweâreâ stood out to her, a beacon slicing through the fog of his words. Reluctantly, she cooperated, turning off her phone and dropping it into her purse again.
âYouâre angry.â He checked his mirrors. âYou should be. And Iâm more sorry than any words can accurately convey.â
âThat sounds like a cop-out.â She ignored the little voice in her head that wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. Faking a suicide fell into the category of drastic measures. Frank wasnât the sort to take such a step without good cause. She fisted her hands in her lap, her fingernails digging into her palms. If she left her hands loose, she would no doubt reach out to him just to see if he was real.
âAt the time, it was necessary,â he said as if he knew what she was thinking. âI knew youâd be okay, better off without me dragging you down.â
What did that mean? She heard the bitterness underscoring his words. If she was so much better off, why storm back into her life? Why were she and Frankie in danger? âBeing a widow hasnât been peaches and cream, Frank.â Her emotions leaped wildly with every heartbeat, unable to settle between joy that he was alive and outrage that heâd chosen a fake death rather than trust her with his secrets. How dare he!
âYeah, well, being dead isnât all itâs cracked up to be, either.â
âYouâve put Frankie and me through terrible heartache. She needed you.â I needed you. She kept the admission to herself, unwilling to let him have that much of her again. Not before she understood how this had happened.
âYou both need me right now.â He sighed and in the light of oncoming headlights she caught the tic in his jaw.
âArrogant as ever.â She couldnât resist baiting him. That supreme confidence had been simultaneously one of his most attractive and most frustrating traits when they were young and eager to get out and conquer the world. Together. So much for that philosophy serving as the cornerstone of their marriage and family.
False or not, death had parted them, and heâd left her alone to find her own way through the consequences of his mistakes. âYou know I can keep a secret,â she said, hating the tremor in her voice. âYou had no right to keep the truth from me.â
âI know.â He stretched a hand toward her as he used to do on road trips. âIâm so sorry, dolcezza .â
She didnât take that hand, though refusing it cost her. She wanted to touch him so badly. âYouâre going to tell me the whole story.â Heâd never been a fan of her using an inflection that carried the same gravity and certainty of his generalâs tone of command, but if any situation required it, this was the one.
âI am,â he replied, with both hands on the steering wheel once more. âYouâre not going to like it.â
âI already donât like it, Frank.â
Heâd saved her life tonight.