decibels lower than normal. Big floral display at thepolished mahogany doors at the end of the room, chrysanthemums and lilies and roses. A guest book next to them. Lots of people standing in line to sign.
David steered me expertly out of the path of a tall, thin woman in black I barely recognizedâEarth Warden, Maria something, from the West Coast. She was talking to Ravi Subranavan, the Fire Warden who controlled the territory around Chicago.
Everywhere I looked, people I knew. Not many were what Iâd call friends, but theyâd been coworkers, at least. The cynical part of me noted that theyâd shown up for free booze, but the truth was most of them had needed to make arrangements to be hereânaming replacements, handing over power, enduring long drives or longer plane rides. A lot of hassle for a free glass or two of champagne, even if it was offered at the Drake.
I kept looking for the people I was hoping to see, but there was no sign of Paul Giancarlo or Lewis Orwell. I spotted Marion Bearheart sipping champagne with Shirl, one of her enforcement agents. Marion was a warm, kind, incredibly dangerous woman with the mandate to hunt down and kill rogue Wardens. Well, killing was a last resort, but she was not only prepared to do it, she was pretty damn good at it. Hell, sheâd almost gotten me. And even with that bad memory, I still felt a little lift of spirits seeing her. She just had that kind of aura.
She looked recoveredâwell rested, neatly turned out in a black leather suede jacket, fringed and beaded. Blue jeans, boots. A turquoise squash blossom necklace big enough to be traditional in design, small enough to be elegant. Sheâd gotten some of theburned ends trimmed off her long, straight, graying hair.
Shirl had cleaned up some of her punk makeup and gone for an almost sober outfit, but the piercings had stayed intact. Ah well. You can take the girl out of the mosh pit . . . No sign of Erik, the third member of the team whoâd chased me halfway across the country. Maybe he wasnât feeling overly respectful to my memory. Iâd been a little hard on him, now that I thought about it.
David reversed course in time to avoid a collision with an elegantly suited gray-haired man, and I realized with a jolt that my little shindig had drawn the big guns. Martin Oliver, Weather Warden for all of the continental U.S. Not a minor player on the world stage. He was talking to a whoâs who: the Earth Warden for Brazil, the Weather Warden for Africa, and a guy I vaguely recognized as being from somewhere in Russia.
My memorial had become the in place to be, if you were among the magical elite.
David tugged me to the right to avoid a gaggle of giggling young women eyeing a trying-to-be-cool group of young menâdid I know these people? Werenât they too young to have the fate of the world in their hands?âand we ended up walking through the mahogany doors into a larger room, set up with rows of burgundy chairs.
My knees threatened to go weak. All the place needed was my coffin to complete the scene, but instead they had a huge blown-up picture of me, something relatively flattering, thank God, on an expensive-lookinggold easel. In the photo I looked . . . wistful. A little sad.
Sheâs dead, I thought. That person is dead. Iâm not her anymore.
There were so many arrangements it looked like a flower shop had explodedâlilies were a theme, and roses, but it being spring I got the rainbow assortment. Purple irises, birds of paradise, daisies of every shape and size.
It hurt and healed me, thinking of all those people laying out time and money for this incredible display.
We werenât alone in the room. Two people were sitting at the front, heads bowed, and I squeezed Davidâs hand and let go. I walked up the long aisle toward the eerie black and white photo of myself, and the two men Iâd come to see who were seated in front of