weary-looking stallholder slapped his hands down and leaned forward. âItâs nearly half copper! Itâs worth eightpence in the old money, if that! Itâs not my fault! I didnât make this evil coinage!â
âMy husband got paid in these! And you want a penny a bag for these scabby things!â She picked up a small cabbage and waved it at him.
âThe crops have been damaged by the storms! Donât you know that? Itâs no good coming to me making moan!â The stallholder was shouting now, to the delight of some ragged urchins who had gathered round with a skinny dog, which stood barking at them all. The woman threw the cabbage down. âIâll find better somewhere else!â
âNot for one of those dandyprats, you wonât!â
âItâs always those at the bottom that suffer,â she said. âPoor peopleâs work is all thatâs cheap!â She turned away and I saw tears in her eyes. The dog followed her, jumping and barking round her ragged skirts. Straight in front of me she turned and aimed a kick at it. Genesis stepped back, alarmed.
âHave a care, goodwife!â I called out.
âPen-pushing lawyer,â she yelled back. âRobed hunchback leech! I warrant you donât have a family half starving! You should be brought down, the King and all of you!â She realized what she had said and looked round, afraid, but there were no constables nearby. She walked away, an empty bag slapping at her skirt.
âQuiet, good horse,â I said to Genesis. I sighed. Insults about my condition still felt like a stab in the guts after all these years, but I felt humbled too. For all that I, like other gentlemen, might rail against the taxes, we still had money to put food on the table. Why, I thought, do we all put up with the King squeezing us dry? The answer, of course, was that invasion was a worse fear.
I passed down the Poultry. At the corner of Three Needle Street half a dozen apprentices in their light blue robes stood with hands on their belts, looking round threateningly. A passing constable ignored them. Once the plague of the authorities, the apprentices were now seen as useful extra eyes against spies. It was such a gang of youths that had sacked Guyâs shop. As I passed beyond the city wall again at Bishopsgate I wondered bitterly whether I was going to a madhouse, or coming from one.
I HAD FIRST MET Ellen Fettiplace two years before. I had been visiting a client, a boy incarcerated in the Bedlam for religious mania. At first Ellen had seemed saner than anyone else there. She had been given duties caring for some of her easier fellow patients, towards whom she showed gentleness and concern, and her care had played a part in my clientâs eventual recovery. I had been astonished when I learned the nature of her malady - she was utterly terrified of going outside the walls of the building. I had myself witnessed the wild, screaming panic that came over her if she were made even to step over the threshold. I pitied Ellen, all the more when I learned she had been incarcerated in the Bedlam after she was attacked and raped near her home in Sussex. She had been sixteen then; she was thirty-five now.
When my client was discharged Ellen asked if I would visit her and bring news of the outside world, for she had almost none. I knew no one else visited her, and agreed on condition she would let me try to help her venture outside. Since then I had tried any number of strategies, asking her to take just one step beyond the open doorway, suggesting I and Barak hold her on either side, asking if she could do it with closed eyes - but Ellen had procrastinated and delayed with a guile and persistence more than equal to mine.
And gradually she had worked that guile, her only weapon in a hostile world, in other ways. At first I had promised only to visit her âfrom time to timeâ, but as skilfully as any lawyer she had