me.
I turned on the bed and meant to punch the
pillow just to let off a little steam. No harm no foul type of
thing but of course instead of just taking my punch I managed to
completely annihilate the feather pillow. It burst on impact and
hundreds of little feathers scurried from the pillowcase and flew
around my room. All I could think was it so figures! It’s typical
and the story of my life, if it can happen it will.
XI~~ Seraphina’s Perspective
I’d barely slept last night thinking about
Ulric choosing her over me. I didn’t really understand how he
didn’t know we were eternal hearts in the first place but the idea
that he would actually considering being with the camazotz who was
once a chupacabra totally baffled me.
My eyes and face burned from the amount of
tears that I’d let slide from them. My nose was clogged and
probably looked bright red. I sat up on the pillow and felt my body
quiver. I was so on edge and was ready to start crying all over
again. This was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. I
should have woken up this morning as Mrs. Ulric Nukpana. I should
have spent the night in a warm bed making love to my eternal heart
not crying alone in a cold bed with nothing to comfort me but a
stupid lumpy pillow.
I was so upset last night I’d called everyone
I could think of and cried in their ears. I called all my friends;
college and nursing school. Then, I called his mother Kealoha.
Kealoha like me was disappointed and was a little in shock that he
behaved that way yesterday. She swore she wasn’t going to allow
Ulric to throw his life away on his no good selfish two faced
eternal heart.
She said she was getting on a flight and
coming here with the intention of putting the kibosh on this whole
thing before it got out of hand. She cursed more times in our
twenty minute call then I’d heard her say in the past sixteen
years. The bottom line was she was appalled that the woman had the
gall to be in the United States of America none the less the same
State as our Ulric.
His mother and I talked the entire time that
she made arrangements to come to Vegas. Every now and then I would
hear her say something to her husband but I really didn’t hear his
reply. Her tone and attitude helped me to feel a lot better but I’m
still really upset that he didn’t want to be with me last night.
She told me how Taini aka the camazotz was evil and selfish. She
told me how she had kidnapped Ulric as a baby and nearly got him
killed. Then she told me how Taini swore to never contact Ulric.
She said that she and Emilio would make sure that everything was
okay.
I hoped she was right because I knew that my
fox and I couldn’t live without our eternal heart. I needed him
like a fish needed water. I would wither and die without him in my
life. Somehow I needed to get him to comingle his blood with me so
that he could finally recognize our connection. I just know if he
could feel the connection like I do that he would never consider
the camazotz. He would choose me and the future we could have
together over a nasty camazotz that killed women and children.
He and I were perfect for each other. I was
the yin to his yang. I could give him skinwalker babies and the big
loving family he always wanted. She could do nothing but get him
killed. She brought nothing to the table and did nothing to earn
his love or respect. I’d changed my entire life to suit his. I’d
done everything I could possibly do to earn his love and
respect.
Hell, I’d even changed my education major so
that I would be more compatible with his choices. I’d studied my
entire life to be a lawyer and gave it all up the moment I saw his
little baby cheeks. Then, since he wanted to be a doctor I went
back to school for nursing. I’d done everything so that I would be
the perfect eternal heart for him with just one look at the
camazotz he was ready to throw it all away.
I growled deep in my throat and allowed the
tears to roll unchecked down my