riot act, but later. It hadnât hit her until they stood across from each other to make the bed. He was the same height as Jake.
Nell reached for the framed photograph of Jake taken on their wedding day. It was a rare shot of him without his Stetson. Fresh from the military, his hair had been cropped close. He looked strong, capableâand oddly vulnerable.
Her heart clenched as it always did when she studied the photograph, but the usual tears didnât come.
âGood night, my love,â she whispered and placed the photograph back on her nightstand. As she did, Nell saw a light come on outside the window. Tossing the blankets aside, she peered out and noticed a bright even glow coming from the bunkhouse. The electricity was back on.
âI DONâT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER this is going to take,â Laredo Smith said as he reappeared to give another update on Savannahâs progress. Heâd practically worn grooves in the carpet from the bedroom to the living room where the men had gathered. Rain continued to beat against the window and there were occasional flashes of lightning, although the storm had begun to let up.
Grady smiled indulgently at his brother-in-law, grateful that the electricity was back on. âBabies take as long as they take,â he said wisely. He reclined in the leather chair and laced his fingers behind his head, rather pleased with his insight.
âThatâs easy for you to say,â Laredo snapped in a rare display of temper. âItâs not your wife in there giving birth to your child. Letâs see how calm you are when Caroline delivers.â
The grin faded from Gradyâs face. Laredo had a point.
âBirthing babies is a whole lot different from bringing calves into the world,â Cal said. Gradyâs best friend leaned forward and rested his arms on his knees, then glanced at his watch.
Grady was surprised when he checked the time. It was already past midnight, and it could be hours more before Savannahâs baby was born. Not one of the assembled group showed any sign of being tired, much less leaving. Caroline and Jane were with Savannah, and his daughter was in bed upstairs. Six-year-old Maggie had tried to stay awake but fell asleep in his arms around ten.
Laredo had been with Savannah from the first but returned to the living room periodically to make his reports. Grady watched his brother-in-law with interest. Laredo was so pale he looked in danger of passing out.
âI had no idea it would be like this,â Laredo mumbled, ramming all ten fingers through his hair.
âThat itâd take this long?â Grady asked.
Laredo vigorously shook his head. âNoâthat Iâd feel this scared, this nervous. Savannah and I mustâve read ten books about pregnancy and birth, and I thought I was ready. Hell, man, Iâve been around horses and cattle all my life, but this is nothing like I expected.â
Those books were the very ones Grady and Caroline were reading now. His wife was two months pregnant. Grady had been walking on air from the moment sheâd told him. Heâd thought about the baby a lot, his excitement building as he watched his own sisterâs pregnancy progress. He and Caroline had told only a few people, since she was months from showing.
To Grady, his wife had never looked more beautiful. Maggie was pleased and excited at the prospect of becoming a big sister. What Grady hadnât considered was this strange emotion Laredo exhibited.
Fear.
He hadnât thought of his childâs birth as a frightening event. Heâd imagined himself a proud father, holding his infant son or daughter. He enjoyed the prospect of people making a fuss and giving their opinions on which parent the baby resembled. Friends would come to visit and it would be a time of celebration and joy.
But tonight Laredo had destroyed his illusions. In his imaginings, Grady had glossed over the actual birth. Until now.