in this particular instance, she latched onto the emotion and held tight. âI didnât want to create another bourgeois restaurant, with a bunch of pretentious-sounding items and weird flavors just for the sake of being creative,â she said, more vehemently than perhaps sheâd intended. But it was a familiar rant. âI wanted to create foods that people liked, but couldnât get on the menu at any of the other trendy restaurants. Thatâs how we came up with the nameâGuilty Pleasures.â She smiled now, remembering the debate that had taken place between herself,Lindsay and Mo when theyâd chosen the name. âItâs a place where you go to get what you crave, but which isnât necessarily en vogue.â
He stared at her. âFeel pretty passionately about that, huh?â
She felt a little blush start up, and laughed at herself. âSorry. You hit a hot button. But everybody who works here knows my stance on this.â
âSo thatâs why you cook what you doâ¦pan-fried chicken with sweet Meyer lemonade, mashed Yukon Gold potatoes with gravy, ice cream sundaes.â His voice was contemplative. âFavorites, but nothing really trend-setting.â
She glared at him for that one, and now it was his turn to look uncomfortable. âThat wasnât an insult,â he said quickly. âThat was just an observation.â
âAt any rate, Iâm going to be working on it,â she said, ignoring the sting that his âobservationâ wrought. âIt should be an easy dayâwe close early, at nine. We donât get a lot of business on Sundays.â
She got the feeling he realized they didnât get a whole lot of business on the other days, either. âI could help with the menu,â he suggested. âI developed several at Le Chapeau Noir, after all.â
She picked up her notepad. âThanks, but I think I can manage.â
âSometimes it helps to have someone to brainstorm with,â he said, his tone mild. âThatâs all Iâm saying.â
Maybe she was being unreasonable, but she knew men like Nickâambitious, go-getters. Especially thwarted ones. If she gave the man an inch, heâd takeher whole kitchen. Her whole restaurant. At least, thatâs what heâd act like.
âIâll manage,â she reiterated. âBut thanks for offering.â
She tried to start sketching again, but she couldnât with him staring at herâ¦and she could feel his gaze like a touch. âWhat?â She finally asked, turning to look at him.
His arms were crossed, making his pectoral muscles flex a bit. âIs it just me you have a problem with, or do you not accept help from anyone?â
She put down the notebook with a slap. âFor your first day on the job, donât you think itâs unwise to start off by pushing my buttons?â
âI donât mean to,â he said, his eyes lazy and low-lidded. âBut you hired me to help your restaurantâ¦and now youâre turning my help away. I was just wondering if this was another trust issue, or if youâre like this with everyone.â
She started to let out a sharp retort, bit back on it. Then she let out a low, impatient breath. It really wasnât his fault. Well, the fact that she was on edge was definitely his doing, grantedâ¦but this was a little different. âI had a bit of a bad experience, a while back,â she said slowly. A brief memory of Le Pome flashed across her mind. âLetâs just say it was like menu by committee. And in trying to please everyone, I betrayed myself. So from here on out, I create the menus here.â
He nodded, and from the look on his face, it seemed like he really understood. She felt the tension betweenher shoulders relax a little bit. âNothing personal,â she said, finally.
âGotcha.â He glanced again at the top sketch, and tapped it.