Iâll make it through this. But I gotta know youâre safe, that when itâs all over youâll be here.â
She held my gaze for a long moment, then rose and slowly came toward me. When she was within a few inches of me, Tess lifted her hand and traced where the scars of my penance fanned out across my chest. âThe flames burned into your soul,â she murmured. âThatâs the punishment youâve endured in the past.â
I nodded. âYeah.â
âBecause of me.â
I sighed, wanting to lie to her, but I knew sheâd see through it in a fairytale minute. âYeah.â
She pressed a kiss to my skin, and then another, before wrapping her arms around my waist and resting her cheek against my chest. âDo what you need to do,â she murmured. âBut donât worry about meâIâm not going anywhere.â
Chapter 3
âWe need to tell Al,â Tess informed me as we drove to FMA headquarters the next morning.
I shook my head, my jaw tightening. âYou know thatâs not an option.â
âYouâre his friend, Nate,â she insisted. âHeâs not going to out you to the rest of the Tales.â
âHow do you know that?â I demanded. âAl is always going to do whatâs best for the Tales. Do you really think heâll just shrug it off when he finds out that a person he depends on, a person he trusts, is a total fraud?â
âYouâre not a fraud,â she shot back, her cheeks flushing as if she was already testifying in my defense. âOkay, so you did lie to his faceââ
âThanks, thatâs helpful.â
ââbut youâre definitely not a fraud. No one can argue that youâre a Reaper.â
âNo, Iâm just not a Tale.â
âYou have our signature,â she pointed out, referring to the unique aura that each Tale had that helped identify them to others of their kind.
âItâs just as much of a fabrication as the rest of me,â I murmured.
âYou canât fake that, Nate. You either have it or you donât.â
I squirmed a little, still uncomfortable with this line of conversation. Tess had forgiven me for keeping the truth of my origin from her, but every time I revealed a little more of the story, I found myself cringing, hating that Iâd ever deceived her in the first place, bowing under my rediscovered conscience. âYou canât fake it,â I admitted, âbut you can borrow it.â
She blinked at me. Twice. âCome again?â
Oh, yeah. This was gonna be a fun one.
âSo . . . remember that connection that binds me to the Tales?â I started out, trying to sound nonchalant. âThe one that anchors me to you, specifically?â
She quirked a dark eyebrow at me. âYeah . . .â
âWell, uh, so that actually gives me the appearance of a Tale,â I explained. âI basically am borrowing your Tale signature. Thatâs why it looks a little odd. It has nothing to do with the fact that Iâm a Reaper like everybody thinks.â
Now her eyes narrowed at me as she waited for what else I had to say. âAnd?â
I glanced over at her and shifted my grip on the steering wheel. âWell, that also helps me hold my form.â
âSorry?â
I heaved a sigh and doffed my fedora, setting it on my lap. âWithout a . . . tether to the world we inhabit, Reapers are spiritsâand dark ones at that. We can hold a form of our choosing for a little while, but only for a few minutes. The shadows that haunt me, theyâre part of me, Tessâthe part of me that I canât hold in this form. And sometimes . . . well, sometimes I slip, usually when I experience an intense emotional reaction. I lose control.â
When I glanced over to gauge her reaction, she was staring at me, her brows furrowed in a frown. I could tell by her expression that she was thinking about every
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