the rescue party pulled me roughly toward the door. A cacophony of questions followed me. The reporters, their appetites whetted, wanted more. I knew they would. Once in Chicago eight months ago Iâd made a comment on my way into the theatre for a show. Like piranhas sensing meat, the rest were around instantly, hoping to feed on the comment and wanting more. I didnât give them any more, just like this time; I enjoyed the tease, the moment of chaos when the controls around me slipped for an instant. Taikonâs response after Chicago was to tighten security around my public movements and then leak to the press that there had been threats to my life. Recently, though, as Iâd been a good boy and there were no actual threats to my life, the added protection had started to relax. Now Iâd taken my chance and Bebe would pay. He really didnât deserve the shit coming his way, considering all he did for me in clearing up what went on behind closed doors. And there was no doubt he would shoulder the responsibility if something went wrong. Taikon might know about the parties and the drink and the drugs and the girls; they might accept it as the cost to keep me happy. However, Bebe was their insurance and we all knew if anything went public then the blame would go his way,leaving the company squeaky clean and us down the proverbial river without anything remotely resembling a paddle. Oh, what the fuck. There has to be some risk: whereâs the fun without risk?
âWell done, Jack.â
I easily succumbed to his pushing now, like a suitably chastised child. âWell?â
âWell what? If thatâs casting Driesler from your mind Iâd hate to be around when you actually think about him. What the hell were you thinking of?â
âThe manâs a fuckwit. You know that and I know that and itâs time someone said so instead of all this pussy-footing around.â
âDriesler is many things, but heâs not aâ¦what you say. The company will take care of him, but when the timeâs right. Jack, you shouldnât underestimate him. He can damage you, and all you do with these kinds of comments is draw attention to him and show that youâre worried about his claims. Think about the Nobel, Jack. Comments like youâve just made wonât win you any friends with the committeeâyou know how they hate disputes.â
Typical Bebe: he was so good at playing the guilt card and he was even better at knowing my appetites. He knew that, despite my indifference to the world, there was still the burning desire to win the Nobel. I might not care for my colleagues but I did care about the one accolade that meant real and not false recognition. Bebe was right, what Iâd said was not good news for the committee. Now I regretted my childish outburst. âAnd I donât suppose the company guys will be too pleased either.â
Bebe smiled that smile of his. He had no children: if he did, this smile would have been for them, but he saved this gift for me.âIâll handle them. Iâll tell them youâre tired after the UK shows, you know, stressed. Youâll get a telling off, theyâll increase the security, then it will be forgotten.â He saw the continued worry. âItâs all right, they wonât stop the parties.â
âIs there anything I should do?â
âNo, leave it to me. Iâll write an apology and talk to some of the committee. You still have a lot of friends there, a lot of friends.â
There were a hundred and fifty guests already gathered in the Orchid Room, which pulsed with music and talk. Before the inevitable crush engulfed me, Bebe placed a full glass of tequila and ice into my hand. âHereâs your lemonade, Jack,â he shouted in a more exaggerated manner than was necessary, but it gained the ear of the nearest five people. Instantly those standing close were sucked closer by my mere presence