father is gone.â
âWe must not speak of him again.â He stood back and pushed her tangled hair away from her face, something he hadnât done since she was a small child in need of comfort. âIf we mention those who have left, we call them back and hinder them in their journey.â
Women and children emerged singly or in small groups from the bushes, but Morning Star waited for one who had yet to come. The boy, Talks A Lot, arrived to tell him the men were gathering for a council and Skinny, the bandâs leader, wanted him there.
âTell him Iâll come soon.â
When She Moves Like Water finally appeared, she was carrying a sleeping child on her back. âThis is Little Squintâs daughter,â she said. âA soldierâs horse stepped on her arm and broke it.â
The girl whimpered when Sister lifted her and held her against her chest. Sister laced her fingers to form a seat for her, and the child laid her head on Sisterâs shoulder, her broken arm dangling at her side.
Morning Star enfolded She Moves Like Water in an embrace so passionate that Sister knew Skinny and the rest of the men in council would grow impatient before it ended. She turned away, unable to bear the sight.
Sister wanted to rejoice in her brotherâs happiness. She wanted to like the woman who had displaced her in his affections. She wanted to admire She Moves Like Waterâs beauty and grace, two qualities she was sure she would never have herself, but all she could manage was a false courtesy.
Sister went off in search of Little Squint, walking among
those looking for lost relatives and friends. People spoke in hushed voices. The women and children were scratched and bruised. Many were bloody. The children lay exhausted where they fell. In the chill night air, they cupped together for warmth and shared what blankets they had. Broken Footâs wife, Her Eyes Open, distributed food and water jugs from the cache of them hidden in a crevice under a heap of boulders.
Sister found Little Squint huddled in her blanket. She rocked back and forth, desperate to grieve out loud for her lost child, but knowing she dared not.
â Taâhinaa, she lives.â Sister put the girl in her motherâs outstretched arms. âAsk Her Eyes Open to mend her bone.â
Little Squint was so grateful she blurted the words that were used only in extreme circumstances. â Naâahensih , I thank you.â
Sister was weary all the way through, but she went looking for the kin of those she knew the soldiers had killed. The news that she had gone among the dead traveled faster than she did. Some people avoided her, as though the ghosts clung to her like smoke, as though she were the killer and not merely the messenger. In a way, she was. As long as they didnât know for sure, they could believe that their loved ones had been captured or they had only been delayed reaching here.
They could hope that the missing ones would appear days, weeks, even months or years later. That had happened before. The missing were not dead until Little Sister said so. She felt like Ghost Owl, spreading dark wings of grief.
In her sad wake she left orphaned children staring into a darkness that wouldnât dissipate with the sunâs rise. Women sawed off their long hair with their knives. They pulled their blankets over their heads and rocked silently back and forth, shaken by grief.
The last one she found was He Who Yawns, on his way to the council.
He spoke to her first. âThey say you walked among the dead.â
âYes. Your people have left on their journey.â
âThe Mexicans killed all of them?â
âYes.â
His mother, his young wife, and his three daughters lay dead and mutilated. No one had lost more than He Who Yawns.
She returned to where She Moves Like Water slept wrapped in her blanket. She unrolled her own blanket next to her. She fell asleep to the low drone of
Eleanor Coerr, Ronald Himler