trying to explain yourself. âAbout how my mother works in a cafeteria, and about my neighborhood, and all that. He always trying me,and he donât even know me like that. Just wouldnât shut up.â
Marshall leaned back in his seat. âSo instead of telling a teacher, you jumped on him?â
Well, yeah. Brandon needed a beat-down as far as I was concerned. Somebody had to do it, and well, this wasnât the first time I had been in this kind of an âaltercation.â I mean, there was the time I yelled at Mr. Crue, because he kept being mean about us not understanding Spanish well enough to speak in the perfect accent or whatever. He was just riding us too hard for not rolling our r âs, and one day I just lost it. After class everybody told me he deserved it, but I still caught a detention for it. And then another time Damon âDWâ Woods told everybody that I kissed this girl named Janine, who was the only pretty girl who liked me, but I hadnât, and I hadnât told DW that lie. I just told him that me and Janine exchanged phone numbers. Once she found out, Janine said I was disgusting and stopped talking to me. So I punched Damon in the stomach. He cried and ran to Marshall and I got suspended for that one, and then Janine liked me again. But I was already over her. And me and Brandon had a bunch of other moments, but it was mostly just a lot of yellingâreally just me yellingand him laughing, but not no more. No more getting the Brandon runaround. Then it hit meârun . . . around. Running. The team! Coach made a deal with my mother. I only had one shot. No mess-ups, no do-overs, no . . . altercations! But what was I supposed to do?
âWhat would you have done?â I asked Mr. Marshall. The tears were teetering in and out, in and out, and I was trying my best to keep them in. âYou ainât never been pushed before, to the point you just couldnât take it?â
Principal Marshall cocked his head to the side and studied me. Then he hunched forward again and put his face in his palms, as if he was remembering a time he went through this. Then he wiped his hands down his face like he was washing that memory away.
âIâm gonna deal with Brandon, but you . . . ,â he said, his voice now a little softer, âyou gotta get it together, Castle. I know youâve been through some things, but you just canât keep doing this.â He stood up from his desk and came around to the front. âIâm not gonna give you a full suspension this time, but you do have to go home for the rest of the day.â He reached behind him for the big black telephone. âHere.â He held the phone toward me. âCall your mom.â
Now, I knew that Principal Marshall was letting me off the hook, big-time, but there was no way I could call my mother and tell her that I needed her to come get me from school. No way. I hadnât even really been on the track team and I was already about to be kicked off. I hadnât even been to a practice yet! Plus what was I gonna say? That I punched a jerk for talking trash about me? I mean, that is what happened, and as awesome as that sounds, my mother wouldâve hit me with the âHow many times do I have to tell you to be the bigger person!â followed by some crazy punishment that involved me coming to the hospital with her, which was always wack.
âI canât,â I shot back at the principal.
âYou canât what?â
âI canât call her.â
He looked confused. âAnd why not?â
âI donât know,â I said, trying to think of a good reason. A good lie. But nothing came. âI just canât.â Then it hit me. âBut I can call my uncle.â
âYour uncle,â he said matter-of-factly, like he knew that was impossible. The other thing I should tell you about files is that sometimes they have way too