work out. Another reason to go off the financial deep end and expect Deanna to âsaveâ her.
âYour article is sent.â She pulled back her sleeve and looked at her watch. âAnd youâre supposed to be at the airport soon. Try not to grimace all through your fatherâs wedding tomorrow.â She turned on her heel. âItâll ruin the family pictures.â
âIâll give you the fifty grand.â His low voice followed her.
Her feet dragged in the carpet, coming to a stop. She didnât look at him. âI shouldnât have told you that.â
He was silent, but her nape prickled and she knew heâd left his desk and was walking up behind her. âYou wouldnât have if you werenât upset about it.â
She closed her eyes for a moment. On one hand, it was unnerving to think that he knew her that well. On the other hand, was she really surprised? There was a reason why they worked well together and she was realistic enough to know that that wasnât only because of her understanding of him. âI donât want your money.â
âBut do you need it?â He touched her arm, moving around until he was in front of her. âHey.â He nudged her chin until she couldnât avoid looking at him. His faint smile was crooked. And sympathetic. âI donât want to get married. But I need to.â
She could feel a burning deep behind her eyes and because she couldnât will it away, hoped to heaven that it would just stay where it was because sheâd be darned if sheâd cry in front of her boss. âEven if Iâ¦agreedâ¦the money would just be a quick-fix for Gigiâs problem.â
âWhich is what?â
She looked up at him and found her gaze trapped in his. âShe has a shopping addiction.â
His brows twitched together. âWhat?â
At least he hadnât laughed.
She sighed and moved the bat and her purse from the chair, sinking down onto it.
âA shopping addiction. And not the kind of thing people are often teasing women about, either. She doesnât just like to go out shopping for shoes orâ¦whatever.â She waved her hand. âWhen Gigiâsâ¦between jobsââ which in Gigi-speak really meant between the men with whom she inevitably got unwisely involved ââshe getsdepressed. And when she gets depressed, she shops. Online or on the home shopping networks. It doesnât matter which and it doesnât matter what. She orders stuff that she neither needs nor can afford. And it doesnât matter what I say or what I do, she wonât stop and she wonât get help.â
She pressed her palms together, staring at her bare fingers. âSheâs behind on her mortgage again, sheâs managed to open new credit cards that I didnât even know she had and she figures that I ought to be able to solve it all for her.â
âWhy you?â
âBecause Iâve been paying things off for her since I got my first job when I was fifteen.â The year her father had left. The year that Gigi started blaming Deanna for her very existence. âAs long as I continue bailing her out, sheâs never going to get the help she needs.â Deanna had finally faced that truth because she had sought the counseling that her mother refused to believe she needed.
âAt least you realize that.â
âRealizing it and being able to stick to it are two different things.â She swallowed the knot in her throat. âItâs not easy to say no to your own mother.â
âItâs not all that easy to say no to your father, either.â He crouched down in front of her, taking her hands in his. âWe can help each other here, you know.â
His hands were warm and steady and nearly dwarfed hers. âItâs not a, uh, a good idea. Getting involved at the workplace never is.â She felt that threatening burn get even hotter.
Douglas Preston, Lincoln Child