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about to do and I don’t give a damn.  Beau was only twelve years older than me. I’m close to him, really close to him. He’s my only saving grace back at the house. Honestly, I consider him family verses my real family.
    He’s saved me more times than I can count from my father’s wrath, but it was just that reason that I wanted to do this too. Beau shouldn’t be the one stepping in here. It shouldn’t be him. Actually there shouldn’t be anything to step in front of. They’re my parents for crying out loud!
    Shaking my head, I push all the thoughts of my horrible parents and my forced engagement. Two guys approach my table, their eyes roaming my body.
    “Hey sexy,” one of the guys say after a moment of lingering on my breasts.
    “What do you perverts want?”
    “Bits and pieces, your bits and pieces,” the other guy says huskily.
    “Oohh, swoon… not,” I sneer sarcastically.
    “Not trying to woo you honey. Just want to fuck you, both of us do.”
    “Well, her going rate for a threesome is five hundred dollars and you need to make an appointment,” Lia says as she breezes past them and sits in the seat across from me.
    The look of shock on their faces has me struggling to keep from laughing in their faces. They whisper back and forth between each other before turning to Lia.
    “Where do we make an appointment?”
    “With me,” she says in her best business tone.
    “When’s the soonest we can get a piece?”
    She looks at me and I shrug. What the fuck do I care anymore? The one thing I wanted was gone. Lost to me forever. I’ll never forget Logan, but I can’t have him. If I can’t have him, I don’t want anyone else.
    “Now?” Lia asks them.
    Their faces erupt into huge grins.  “Perfect. We’ll get your money now.” They hurry off.
    “Five hundred dollars,” I whisper shocked.
    “Yeah, I told you. You can make a lot of money. That’s the goal, right?”
    “Yeah, if I make enough money I might be able to escape my parents and take control of my life again.”
    “What’s really going on?”
    That’s Lia, she knows bullshit when she hears it.
    “I fell in love and had it yanked from me before I could even blink an eye.”
    She leans forward resting her elbows on the table. “Tell me all about it.”
    So I did. I told her all about Logan and what my parents are making me do. When talking to Lia, I spare no details. She hates not knowing everything.
    “So that’s why you changed your mind,” she mutters more to herself than to me. “Are you sure you want to go down this road though?”
    “What’s it matter? I can’t be with Logan without his life being in danger.”
    “But what if a time comes that you can go back to Logan… Will you be okay with all you’ve done?”
    “I don’t know,” I answer honestly.
    The two guys come back and pay Lia. She smiles sadly at me as I climb out of the booth. Handing me a key, she tells the guys to go across the street to room nine hundred and four. As I walk out with these two guys, I see Beau’s eyes bug out of his head.
     
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    I slide the key in the door and turn the knob. Walking into the room, I try to keep my nerves at bay. Only having had sex with one other person (well, willingly. Tony raped me and I find it hard to count that moment), my experience level is very low. But somehow I have to make it worth five hundred dollars.
    No pressure.
    Turning around to face the guys, red haired guy kisses me hard. His moan vibrates through his chest and into mine. How am I going to make it believable? Then a thought occurs to me. Maybe it was my heart crying out for its other half, but I knew how I could pull this off. I’d pretend they were Logan.
    That thought fueling my movements, I reach up and dig my fingers into the guy’s hair, pulling slightly. The other guy comes up behind me and his hands roam my body as he presses kiss after kiss across my shoulder and up my neck.
    Bravely, I remove my hands from the red haired