Indiana. Mom and I had taken her to the Wild Pelican, a high-end restaurant perched above an unspoiled beach outside Santa Barbara, its wall of windows showcasing the sparkling Pacific that stretched out all the way to Japan. My momâs wavy blond hair was cut in a no-fuss short do and her blue eyes were brilliant in a face tanned from walking on the beach. Iâd gotten my dark curly locks and Mediterranean skin tones from my long-disappeared father, but my body matched Momâs. Weâd often talked about how we came from good peasant stock.
âYou would have loved this place,â I told her, taking a sip of bourbon, another taste weâd shared. My throat thickened, as it still did frequently, when I thought about her. Sheâd been my best friend. Sheâd taught me carpentry, giving me projects in high school to keep me busy and off the streets. Every summer sheâd sent me out to stay with Adele for a month so Iâd get to know my Midwestern roots. Sheâd fostered my love of puzzles of all kinds, and encouraged me to attend the engineering program at Cal Poly a hundred miles up the coast in San Luis Obispo. Sheâd even given me her blessing when I wanted to marry Will the day after I graduated, even though I could tell she didnât like him much. I should have trusted her judgment over my own.
âBut I have the feeling youâd think this was the right move. This store, this restaurant. Right?â I didnât have much of a belief in the afterlife, but I hoped her essence was out there watching, listening, and giving me the thumbs-up with a great big old grin.
Chapter 5
Boy, howdy. Six hours of sleep was not enough, no way. Sleep had come at last, but not before about one oâclock. Thoughts of murder werenât exactly conducive to a good nightâs sleep. Or morningâs, as the case may be.
I rubbed my eyes and then pocketed the key to my small apartment at the back of the store. I didnât want anybody wandering in there looking for the store restrooms, which were the next two doors to the right, even though Iâd mounted a sign on my apartment door that read PRIVATE , just in case. The restrooms were clearly labeled, of course, with SHE ALL and HE ALL , the almost-too-silly suggestion of Phil. Iâd let him paint those words because, so far, heâd demonstrated a pretty good design sense of what worked visually and what was just too country cute. Iâd installed the restrooms and constructed them to AD A code, with doors wide enough for a wheelchair, levers on the sinks, grab bars, and more. The previous owner would have made do with an outhouse behind the store if heâd been able to. As it was, the single dingy bathroom had made you feel dirty before you even walked in.
For now, though, I had breakfast to make. Since it was Sunday, Iâd decided we didnât have to open until eight. Two hours should be long enough to prep and get started cooking. Adele and Phil, who were the extent of my crew until I hired paid help, were coming in at seven-thirty. I donned a fresh apron, extracted the biscuit dough along with bacon, eggs, milk, and butter, and got to work.
But when I flipped on the coffeemaker, I froze. What if Buck came back? What if heâd been serious about me being a suspect? I had nobody to vouch for me, no alibi for those hours heâd asked about. Even the fact that my old Dodge van had been here didnât mean diddly-squat, since Buck had said Stellaâs house was an easy stroll from here.
I shook off the worry. My business would definitely fail if I got paralyzed by anticipating something that wouldnât happen. I hadnât killed Stella. I wouldnât be arrested. Period.
A bell dinged over and over. I strode to the wall near the door where a vintage phone in a wooden case hung on the wall. Iâd had modern innards installed, but the heavy black receiver hanging from a hook on the side worked, as
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